i dun get it . why my heart was so pain when i thought 26 days ltr of today ? although he may be 1 m away frm me , bt it seem lyk he is thousand mile apart . xing tong also no use , bt y it still hurt till like a knife cutting my heart into half . wa , i think i will rot at home .... nt going out for long tym ... hoping for another outing wid idk , bt nt bowling , doing something we nvr try b4 , n of course muz be fun ! looking forward to floor come bck australlia so cn organise a outing ! nth to blog liaox . bye !




i've learnt goodbye will always hurt. Picture of our friendship can never be replace . Good or bad memories will bring back tear And words can never replace those feeling .
-♥ friendship

today have a band tryout again . more slack den tue . nt fun de , partly is myself nvr play larrx . lolol ! after tht me , elena n ayuni went cp for lunch . kfc again ... hahax , wan save money ma :P hmm , den went popular see the farewell gift ... on the way there saw shawn they all la ... LOL ! we went rp see them ( on tue ) today they also go cp . LOL !! today band was ok , coz gwen gt come ! yea yea ! grt someone pei me talk :P hahax , if nt i'm so bored la ... wa , at LT combine . super damn cold !! sit under the air con , n rain somemore >< so cold siaaaa !!!!! today band relase early so went rp have dinner coz mommy nvr cook ... reached home - sweep n mop the floor . damn tired de lorr . tmr , teng , bin , darius n yun hui going bowling . have fun ppl ! n n tmr is sec 4 grad. high tea ? think so , so ppl have fun too (: hahax . me tmr stay at home sleep ! :P hehex ! anyway shall end here ! bye bye ! (:



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ok , update . today wanted to meet ayuni at 8.20 to have breakfast . bt ended up , both of us late ... so , i juz buy coffee , ayuni buy milo n (i forget ) den when we reach skul , although we r late , bt they haven't start . first game is h2o , den etc ... anyway at th last game , I GT MYSELF TOTALLY WET !!!!! WTH ! went to have lunch wid my wet clothing ><>< nxt tym den reply tag k ? lazy to reply .... bye bye (:

haix , quite of down . coz of him or fren ? idk . haix , ok i reali dunno wad happen to me . i keep thinking n thinking ... so many stuff , i dunno who to talk to . floor sick , cnt call her to chat . n cnt tell mz coz is abt my fren , she dunno them ... no one else :'( haixxx .... having mood swing ? O.o wa , ytd spent 3/4 of my tym sleeping . maybe nxt life i will become pig >< sleep so long . hahax . cherish . cherish wad u have b4 u lost everything . dun stop saying i love you , b4 its too late . maybe someday he or she will leave u ... y am i saying all these ? hmm , maybe due to fren ba . 0.o

ok , after off com , awhile jiu went out le . dad treat us to a restaurant coz mommy birthday ! (: happy 43th b'day mommy (: hahax . the dinner was great . hahaxx . den went home , felt aslp straight away . too tired . hahax . anyway nth to post , bye bye !

ok , i putting my blog more private ! i cnt stand anymore , i get wad floor mean . keep saying secret in front of u , bt dun wan let u noe . will pak chek de lorr !!! it been on for days , it making more n more pak chek for me . i cnt ren any longer . starting still ok , bt they testing the limit ! fck ! juz coz of them i'm being so moody >< ! wad the hell ! seriously why am i so angry for ? i also dunno . bt tht my limit , reali my limit ! i'm nt scolding them , bt yea my limit is gone . i have been trying to control my temper , if i lost my temper dun blame me , is u guys tested my limit . tht it !


today - floor is sick , so she didn't came to skul . yun hui n cheryl also nvr come skul , bt i dunno y la . ZzzZzzz , very tired , nw having headache ... lol , see him three tym in a role . actually was quite happy de coz to day last day go skul , bt yea i get pak chek ... after skul went bin house , lunch-ed n have nail poish on my nail la . see bin play audi , den headed home ... tmr need go bck skul , need clear my locker . -.- haixx .... looking forwad to band camp , i duuno y . i alway lyk camping ... lolx siaaa !!! these few weeks de band practice was quit ok wid me la , bt gwen didn't come , sadded coz i'm alone ... ytd was fun coz mz come bck ! miss her !! (: dunno wad post le , so end here . bye !

it been around a week since i update ? i think so , quite lazy to update la . let talk abt today . today morning was trying to finish up my lit . didn't finish . den ss , the teacher nvr come , so we have free period . wai , bin n yao was chatting . i was still doing my lit , wid adam n bernard . hahax , bt actually spenting our tym chatting . hahax . was having a lot of fun talking to them ^^ hmm , phy n chem was okok la . amath , doing matrix too . after sku went cp wid ayuni , ate n walk around . meet mr chin at 7-11 there . we waited outside the pizza hut for quite long to be seated . den crap crap .... finally we have meeting , around 4.30 finish . wa , the bill is 123 plus . hahax , bt i nvr eat anything . went home , need to sweep n mop the floor . n i'm so damn tired . ok , bye bye ....




hmmm ... still missing some pieces body , bt soon i cn find it . i'm sure i cn get over it , bt i need damn long of tym ... tiredness ~~

juz updating a little . ytd after skul went cp wid wai , yao n bin . went searching for books (: so long nvr go liaox , the last tym b4 ytd is wid ... haix ... den went shop a little n go kfc . take away -ed (: went wai house . forget wad we do le , bt haha , have fun . after tht sent bin home .



haixxx .... cry cry ! my fren say i very scary coz i say my sixth sense tell me i will see him is compass ytd . n i reali did . on tue after band also . today also ... is it fated to meet ?? hmmm.... i feeling lyk hugging ....... ah ! am i crazy n siao ? OMG !!!! arh arh @@ i dunno wad to do arh !! :(

went skul for normal lesson . hmm , nt bad , only four hours (: emath is ms chua n me teo tht teach us , did i spell wrong ? they nt tht bad la , bt i wan mrs lim , funny class , at least i wund wan to slp , bt i gt listen to class wor . learn wad is matrix . nt very hard ... yea our class no one retain (: happy ! hahax . had mac for breakfast coz yh is late , so she help us buy food (: my coffe went to rubbish bin coz she nve take the creamy , hahax , bitter >< so dun wan le . after skul went find teacher - ms chang . we talked , hmm seriously i dunno if i wan to go ma . after tht went rp find floor they all . they all went buy food , i only brought bubble tea . seriously nt hungry ... these few days keep having gastric , think coz i keep skip meal ba , keep sleeping . even i'm full i would have gastric pain , hungry also ... haix . too bad i dunno how to take care of my body ... hahax . went playground , eat-ed n talk-ed . awhile jiu go home le . although i nt hungry bt still eat my lunch liaox , dun wan make the gastric more worse , dun wan harm myself . 8 more days to my chinese O lvl paper !!! scary ! tmr gt band , ^^ happy (: it seem lyk going to rain nw ... hmm n also almost whole idk is going bck audi , shld i go bck ? thinking ... think nt ba ...




hoping u guys wund talk abt results ... seriously dun wan to think abt it . it juz making myself look stupid . sorry , bt i dun to talk abt it . haix . i hate tht i need to go bck to the place i once was , it tiring to pick urself up n restart the whole journey again . it reali reali hard ... it alway get harder each tym , coz i dunno how to let go again . during weekend when i didn't saw his face i wund think so much , bt today i see it make me think alot alot ... haix ...i trying to be hyper n happy . yea i am nw , bt when alone , jiu sian diao , keep think ... aiya , cn someone lyk create a water tht help me to forget everything . chinese ppl say gt these kind of water , bt is when i die liaox den gt . i den dun wan die lehhx . hahax . (: nt emo bt thinking alot alot ... making my mind so tired , which make me wan to sleep alot ? i guess so .... hahax . tmr band (:

yea , ytd went for PTM . wasn't tht bad lyk i thought in my mind . haix . talked to both form teacher . haix . i dunno wad am i thinking these few days . all the thinking is so weird . i'm myself again , bt wad i think is kinda of weird man ... haix . i'm so bored ~ i looking forward to band camp , after tis cnt play muz le . elena say we will doing some formation . hope she was rite . it fun ! (: hahaxx . ytd nite sleep damn deep coz nth is troubling miie . hahax . i nw looking forward to band practice , it reali wasn't tht bad anymore . hahax . end here , bye !



huitian : thx (: i will try (:



hmm , i trying hard to start all over again , bt his image keep pop up suddenly . hahax . frm nw i think i noe wad to do , i will keep it to myself , stay focus on my study first . after this den think abt it . i will hide tis feeling deep in my heart , maybe few weeks ltr i will be ok ? well , i hope so . i dun i nt tht weak , soon i will be stronger den i noe . hahax . thousand mile apart .....

haix , today is PTM , i hvn go skul yet , mine is in the afternoon . scared scared sia !! bt i think zi yao xiao yi xiao , mei sen me guo bu liao . bt still i cnt get into deep sleep ytd nite , too anxious . muz try hard nxt tym !! if i dun keep my own promise , i will get everything f9 nxt year ! so i muz reali reali study hard ! no more fooling around ! jy everyone !! well , ytd band start 3.3o , so long nvr so late le . he xun do drill , keep turning round , for goodness sick i juz went to the toilet to vomit coz too full >< bt after tht they were having bonding section , blow wind blow . nt bad lar , bt i wasn't tht well or high to play . after tht , went take instrument lorrx , have combine , nt bad la our playing , i'm so lonely ~ the seniors of my section nvr come , only miie ... sadded . hahax . anyway make ann. jiu fall out , went home . sms-ed alot ppl on the way home . reach home cnt go shower directly , coz i cnt go in my rm n take my stuff , bro having tuition . ytd nite nvr reali done anything , coz very tired , think coz during skul tym too hyper .


wow , he reali thought tht i'm tht flirt of course i still love him den wan to noe who he lyk now rite ? is he acting stupid is it ? i alway after breaking den cn see clearly how important him is to me ?? y ? i reali dunno why ....i was trying my very best to act cheerful in front of them , wanted to show tht i cn live better widout them , bt it juz a cover ... it hurting . nt showing tht it hurt , does nt mean tht it not hurtful . it reali does ... i thought i was well protected in tis relationship , i thought he wund be able to hurt me lyk ian do , bt it still do , altohugh it may nt as hurt as him , bt still . i wanted to hear his voice , bt when i do , it seem lyk it thousand mile apart frm miie . huien u have to pick up urself ! bt i dunno how ...

update !!!hmm ... i getting anxious these few days , dunno whyy ??? dun feel lyk posting , so bye bye ! (:

let update ... well , i rotting at home . hahax ! hmm , last post quite emo sia ... nvr mind i getting better already . hahax . bring laughter into my life !! (: u happy also pass one day , nt happy also live on . so y nt live happily (: nothing is impossible rite ? ytd , around evening went meet wai , walk around the shops near our house , had cheese fries , den went cut hair . waited damn long lorrx . hai , we waited around 1 plus . i cut bck my bangs , wai teng cut short hair . damn damn short , n she is so piss . relax k ? is nt tht bad lar ... hmm ... wad shld i do ? i am damn bored . hahax . sun der class outing nt going coz dun feel lyk going . hahaxx . tue gt band ler (: n ss501 is relasing their new album tht day . hahax . anyway nxt tym den reply tag , lazy ! sry ! :P bye bye !

ok , my exam is finally over . haix , the nightmare is nt finish yet . the results is nt out yet . haix , having a long weekend , 5 days dun need go skul adding sat n sun . today after skul went buy mac wid floor , yao n wai teng. den went to wai house , they play show hand , i only play wid them for dai di . yaya ... i win , den they went home . i stay at wai house , watch big bang der intimate note n legend , well the ending is lol derrx . came home , mop the floor , den slack around lorrx . well , i am super bored juz nw . was msging him juz nw .




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i think i reali fallen love wid u , seeing ur name in her blog make my heart pain . yea i jealous , n u nvr noe . i didn't realize i reali lyk u till i saw wad u tag on her blog , iie dunno is u or some other person wid same name as u , i juz noe my heart ache when i saw . if is reali u , i will say wow ! i tagged in ur blog , u nvr reply , u tagged on her blog , bt nt mine . wow , seriously wow u noe ... i dunno when i start to lyk u , bt nw i noe as wad wai teng say i reali fallen for you ....

haix , today skul was normal , bt sianx sia , hear frm teacher tht EOY start at 1st oct sia , damn early , sad sad ! after skul went lunch wid idk plus tricia , jun wei n shawn . hahax . after tht went compass wid him . came bck to rp find bin they all . den take bus to wai teng house . yao was playing audi , n i playing phone game . after tht have some gal talk , played awhile jiu went home lerrx . do my usual stuff luhhx . 5 more days !! hahax . share end here , bye bye ! (i dun care anymore , wad the point ?)





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reach skul at normal tym . dunno why suddenly lyk have gastric pain sia , pain till wan cry liaox . after eating , it get better bt still pain for the whole day . today pe was fun , hahax , playing floorball . wanted more !! (: after tht is physic , so so larrx , bt it seem lyk mr lee is in the bad mood . after tht is recess , cheryl reborn her hair , nice . den iie didnt eat coz my stomach dun feel well . had chinese n emath . tym pass very fast . after skul , we cab down to E-HUB to catch the proposal . was nice sia ! very funny n touching . after the show we went play swing , bt only awhile . sad ! hahax , den walk to white sand . shopped around , after tht take 88 home . my stomach till nw is still feeling nt well , nvr eat much for dinner . juz nw chatted wid teddy on phone awhile . iie am sick !

( i dunno why iie mind wad you say or do , wad iie told uue , uue seem nt to rmb , uue nvr change even iie tell uue a thousand tym ! i dun get u , stop making it in front of miie , iie dun mind uue do behind miie . it juz making miie so mooding ! so wad even she is wonderful , the effect is also nt urs , do uue have to keep saying in front of us ? dun be mistake tht is teddy or someone .... )




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ok , updating . holidays are here bt iie still to go bck skul everyday , so shytt !! mon , wed , fri gt extra class , tue , thur gt band . sianx lorrx . well after today extra class , went out wid him , had our lunch at hougang mall , we walk there , uue noe go green ! hahax . after lunch we walked around , den sit somewhere larrx , den hmm talking n playing started it own . lalalax , after tht both of us went home , iie went slp , bt too hot to get a nice nap . iie sweep n mopped the floor , watch television , shower , dinner , doing some reading n chatting on phone wid floor den here iie am . lolx . iie on com coz the report thingy .



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yunbin(: : uue pretty lame hahax , cn see uue r bored . hahax !
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iie juz change my bloskin . hahax , nw very bright colour lehh ! (: hahax . today went skul for extra class , super long , iie going fall aslp . ytd went malaysia so iie ended up nvr go to the concert . hahax , iie played wid my cousin make up , well , cnt blame miie for being waste , iie am juz too bored to do anything . after tht iie went for a ride on my mountain bic , den watch television . came back to singapore , have my dinner/supper at 11 plus , reach home shower n went to slp liaox . super pai seh today , iie forget to bring my ezlink card so is lyk wad the hell ?! haixx, so no face , gt one auntie keep look at miie as if iie am a ailen . after the extra class , miie n yao went to hougang mall , we walk super fast , we dunno y . buy shilin n bubble tea , while we eat , we saw quite a lotx of ppl . after tht we went mini toons , etc , den libaray . yao n iie talked quite alot today hahax . nice nice . went home , iie juz went to bed slp , too tired to do anything . woke up , started reading book . showering , dinner n here iie am . bye !





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haix , so bored . ytd teacher day concert was ok larxx , nt bad nt gd too . after the concert ,went hougang mall , eat subway , den went wai house , play card awhile , den iie start doing other thing larrx . went home , have dinner , slack around den slp . today . morning , send my bro to tuition , den go ntuc help my mom buy some stuff , reach home , have my breakfast , den nw using com . lolx . iie having a boring life , yea iie noe . anywayx end my post here .

nw it seem lyk iie update everyday horrx ? well ,coz i am bored . didnt went out wid my family today due to my tuition , at 930 in the morning , had a n e math learn , den went to ave 8 there have our IC photo taken , very ex lehhx , 10 dollar , heart pain sia . hahax , after taking saw siyi , needed to wait for 30 min so me n wai went mac , had ice cream , den talk awhile , went bck , the uncle say nt done yet muz wait awhile more . so we went walk again , went to a bookshop , saw hp strip , was quite nice , wai brought two for miie n her . hahax . is the four leave thingy , very nice , gt alot colour , hahax . went bck to the shop , the unlce say the machine hang , cnt print , ask if we could wait till ltr den take , siyi was there again . hahax . den well we was ok so we left wai teng number there , n leave . reach home liaox , iie jiu use com watch video , shower , eat n iie am here blogging . hahax . tmr gt concert rite ? think so . hahax . tue no skul due to teacher day . hahax . yea ~ anywayx end my post here . bye bye !




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ok , tmr still gt tuition , n i hvn do my hw ?! shyt , today went to acs , had instrument course n SL course too . was boring , bt hahax , keep playing wid shawn during the SL thingy so ya it keep miie awake , if nt iie going to fell aslp , i think it more boring den my class in skul . think so , bt after all nt bad larrx , for the instrument one , the tutor super pro , had a little concert after the teaching , was super nice ~ bt very cold inside the lt1 . well , lunch our skul didnt eat much , didnt have tym , too many ppl . yea iie make quite alot of new frend . hahax . acs is super big lorrx . hahax . compared to our skul , theyr reali big skul lorrx , gt one guy frm acs play flut super well , he looked lyk tze huan . hahax . after the thingy , he xun dad drop us (miie , jia ming , shawn) at compass , went kfc for lunch or dinner ? iie dunno , anyway iie am hungry . talk awhile den leave liaox . reach home , msg-ing , den use com , shower , have dinner nn eat my dinner . hahax . reali too tired to do hw liaox , so use com nw , ltr tell teacher iie cnt finish the hw , too tired . Cry ! shall end post here , bye bye !




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yarrx , tis is a dead blog , nobody tag , nvr update . hahax . so boring rite ? no life . wondering is my mom is having menopause . she will suddenly start scolding scolding , den awhile jiu ok . dunno her larrx . well , hvn been doing well in my common test . sianx , scared will need drop tis n tat , or worse could happen horrx ?? today gt some event , dunno wad day , den gt workout , den eat fruit . i have honeydew , nt sweet der . den after tht have class luhhx .ms neo forget abt the tymtable so we miss her lesson . other lesson still ok . tym pass very fast today . after skul went find teacher for wai teng phone . after some hardwork iie finally gt the phone bck . hahax . met him den went compass , saw tricia , si yi they all . had ice-cream-mango , went popular buy file , den libaray . went home . have a nap , phoned wid floor , shower n have my dinner . n nw using com to let the tym pass . i am juz too bored . hahax . tmr need go for some course on the leadership training ? something lyk tht anyway . meeting mr chin at hougang mrt station at 8 , den the course frm 9 to 4 . very long horrx ? i wonder if it boring or not . sun morning gt tuition at 9.30 . very early horrx ?? yea , tue dun need go skul - teacher day . dunno iie shld go bck pri skul or nt . if go bck gt anything to do ma ?? iie dunno , muz check who is going bck . hahax . shall end my post here .



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hello . iie am updating . nw iie currently on my bed nw . hahax , iie am so tired . sometym life is so unpredictable rite ?? failing almost all tests , iie am so worried lorr . nxt sat the sl need go to so workshop , gt tutors teaching us . hope it will b funn . hahaxxx . nw currently my study table is cover wid books , all story bks . so ya , quite happy tht i gt so many books to read . hahax . mz , congratz u get a A1 for ur o lvl chinese . well , almost every week gt tests . tym fly . hahax . shall end here .




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ok ! updated . today went celebrate yao birthday , hahax . alot thing happeen . si baeifunny (: to have more information go bin blog . bye ! she will be posting at nite ! hehexx . bye for nw . oya , wan say tmr gt cca liaox ! haix .

juz wanted to update some photo . some lost it liaox . TT coz phone delete it itself . hahax . well , today skul was ok , have class photo taking today (: waited for bin after skul . hahax . nxt week thinnk gt cca le

tis my b'day present . although quite long ago . will post other other tym . no tym liaox . (:

updated ! ytd is my sis b'day ! (: wan here to wish her happy b'day ! ^^ hahax . have straberry shortcake for her birthday cake hahax . nt bad . same as bin tht tym . hahax . well , these few days haven't been doing work . was reading books lyk mad . hahax . wa , today chinese o lvl oral . very scary lorr , iie was the first one . the conversation is abt cip thingy . quite hard lorrr . TT can't get A die ! TT haiixxx . anyway stop blogging here . very hungry nw ! TT nobody give miie eat . kidding ! hahax . end post . (:

update ! Zzzz... currently at bin house . well , actuallt today nt in a very good mood . haix , yea . wad say is say so ... TT seriously , it does have affect wif miie . anyway wund be blogging for long tym . byee ...








TT iie reali upset by it larr . will miss him TT

update update ! it since a month tht iie blog , sorry ! hahax . wondering if iie should close down the blog coz nt updating often . hahax . well , tis is the second week the skul reopen . nth much abt it , bt nw sitting wif milton . hahax . great ! coz he dun bully me , n he talk to miie ! (: iie mean chat , if nt iie will be bored to death ^^ well , nw math currently cn cope cuz gt tuition . hahax . bt these few days bei bei keep make miie ! -_- den ever since the bloy over flower was out , miie was quite kpop . hahax . (: nice show ... althought live wif frend is okay , bt there is still some confusing stuff . tis two weeks cca is cancel coz of h1n1 . tmr idk going out for lunch . (: at subway ! yeah ! end post here .will replay tags on nxt post , sorry for the late reply ! (:

super bored ! can't do anything muz . nvr go out wif frend , everyday at home rot ! today super warm . wann die liaox . hahax . seriously iie am confuse . hmmm , how cn iie believe uue ? on mon gt tuition . after tuition , teacher pei miie walk frm wai house to near my house there . coz very scary ! very dark there . bin still nt bck frm bei jing . anyone free pei miie go out tis coming fri ? wai suddenly can't coz she have to go bck skul . juz finish night world , very nice . wonder who gt the third book . hahax .


iie seriously confuse , do iie reali lyk him ? the feeling is nt there anymore . ><

ytd had meeting . nth much abt it , cuz iie 1 hours plus late for it coz gt doctor app . had a x-ray . haix , the doctor say it seem more ... haix . had one pizza for breakfast n lunch . nth much to update . bt nw mood nt gd . coz .... today deyi concert , didn't go . wad a pity ! haix . they gt show hand , errm ... iie meant the formation . hahax . heard frm he xun . -.- hahax . class chatlet nxt week . which also meant bin coming bck . hahax . end post . ^^