went skul for normal lesson . hmm , nt bad , only four hours (: emath is ms chua n me teo tht teach us , did i spell wrong ? they nt tht bad la , bt i wan mrs lim , funny class , at least i wund wan to slp , bt i gt listen to class wor . learn wad is matrix . nt very hard ... yea our class no one retain (: happy ! hahax . had mac for breakfast coz yh is late , so she help us buy food (: my coffe went to rubbish bin coz she nve take the creamy , hahax , bitter >< so dun wan le . after skul went find teacher - ms chang . we talked , hmm seriously i dunno if i wan to go ma . after tht went rp find floor they all . they all went buy food , i only brought bubble tea . seriously nt hungry ... these few days keep having gastric , think coz i keep skip meal ba , keep sleeping . even i'm full i would have gastric pain , hungry also ... haix . too bad i dunno how to take care of my body ... hahax . went playground , eat-ed n talk-ed . awhile jiu go home le . although i nt hungry bt still eat my lunch liaox , dun wan make the gastric more worse , dun wan harm myself . 8 more days to my chinese O lvl paper !!! scary ! tmr gt band , ^^ happy (: it seem lyk going to rain nw ... hmm n also almost whole idk is going bck audi , shld i go bck ? thinking ... think nt ba ...




hoping u guys wund talk abt results ... seriously dun wan to think abt it . it juz making myself look stupid . sorry , bt i dun to talk abt it . haix . i hate tht i need to go bck to the place i once was , it tiring to pick urself up n restart the whole journey again . it reali reali hard ... it alway get harder each tym , coz i dunno how to let go again . during weekend when i didn't saw his face i wund think so much , bt today i see it make me think alot alot ... haix ...i trying to be hyper n happy . yea i am nw , bt when alone , jiu sian diao , keep think ... aiya , cn someone lyk create a water tht help me to forget everything . chinese ppl say gt these kind of water , bt is when i die liaox den gt . i den dun wan die lehhx . hahax . (: nt emo bt thinking alot alot ... making my mind so tired , which make me wan to sleep alot ? i guess so .... hahax . tmr band (: