Thursday, April 30, 2009 @ Thursday, April 30, 2009 | comment (0)

am iie a coward ? iie am scared , panick . reali panick . if iie drop all my hard work have gone waste . iie reali scared . nobody is there for miie . someone fall n nvr climb up - tht miie . wad the point of living ? iie dunno . iie live for no one . who shld iie live for ? it reali hauted my dream wif dropping n .....somehow it proud tht iie keep them unknown abt these stuff . hope they will never noe . the fear is creeping bck to my heart , it scary . it nt going to end , it mean it will nvr end .



Monday, April 27, 2009 @ Monday, April 27, 2009 | comment (0)

iie juz going to have a short post . well , few more days jiu MYE . tht very fast . iie wonder if iie cn remain taking the subjects iie wan . haix . iie sure everyone is scared . most of the tym iie wund say iie scared or stress up in front of others lar . bt iie am reli stress up . mayb to others nt , coz iie look too relax . seriously iie am scared ! super . haix . well , selina is sick , hwee jun also sick . wa so many ppl sick . GUYS , MYE coming so muz take care ur body dun fall sick nw . tc ! haix . today committee meeting was cancel . tht was a sudden . bt ok lorr . tmr have pral exam . hope everyone score well ! JY ! haixxxxx . man iie miiss uue seniors . cannt upload pic . coz nt wif miiee . >< only take wif melisa der :)

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huien~ wai teng : ya iie noe :) hahax



Saturday, April 25, 2009 @ Saturday, April 25, 2009 | comment (0)

iie going to miss all the seniors .

update . ok iie feeling sad . ytd is our skul 53th speech day . which also meant tht the seniors is stepping down n us standing down for our MYE . ytd band play very well , more nicer den in SYF . everyone put their heart n soul in . our hard work is paid off . this is the last perform wif the sec4 as a main band . iie will miss them lyk crzy . hugged mz cried coz she step down . iie reali lubb our band . ppl say we sux or watsoever . we noe we r nt mean we r nt . we judge ourselve nt them . who care wad they say . nw alot teachers is leaving us . is either they already left or going to . iie going miss them too . mr tan n ms neon will be leaving after our mid-year . although ur class may be boring bt uue guys r still gd , funny . n one of the band teacher is leaving too . uue also helped in the band fund etc . wifout uue will be diff . so gd teachers is leaving up . seniors stepping down . it hurt to think abt tht , bt iie sure they will come bck :)
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huien~Meizhen : hello :)
huien~SIYI : hello SI YI !!! :)



Tuesday, April 21, 2009 @ Tuesday, April 21, 2009 | comment (0)

updated ! ytd went long johnfor lunch wif floor , teng , yao n bin . den went bin house do project . didnt finish . need yun bin to finish . so sorry ! finish half of my physic hw , den went slp . super damn tired ytd . den today , have normal lesson . lalax . den have CRT . the lesson was very funny . den have quiz , sure get 0 larr . den went out lunch wif ayuni . den Speech day rehearsl . den uniform check , iie nvr bring . den take bus home wif ayuni n denise . n nw using com lorr .




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huien ~ian : thx :)
huien ~waiteng :thx for ur 3 languange wishes ^^
huien ~Sean : hello , thx for ur wishes . uue too , tc
huien ~tricia : thx .
huien ~Jiaming : thx too :)
huien ~Melisa : helloo (: thx lotz ^^
huien ~huitian : hello . thxx ^^
huien ~YY : thx (:
huien ~Yanxiu : iie nvr go tell everyone ma . hahax . thx ^^



wth . freak man !



Saturday, April 18, 2009 @ Saturday, April 18, 2009 | comment (0)

upated . yea today is my birthday . hahax . old liaox . :) nn thx idk-ers . gt surprised frm uue guys . thx lotx !!! haha . have chemistry test in the morning . haix . cn fail liaox . still in wi house . keep playing game , watch tv , talk . well , quite fun . hahax . nn we keep eat . hahax . going home soon . lalax thx everyone der wishes ^^ ytd gt speech day rehearsl . very hot n tired . haixxx . tht all .




tag replies :
huien~ Mei Zhen : ok . iie get it . bt iie given up . there is no hope for miie . Ps , will link uue asap .
huien~YanXiu : hellooo ^^ thx for tagging .



Thursday, April 16, 2009 @ Thursday, April 16, 2009 | comment (0)

update ! well , have normal skul day . have e.geo n e math test . well nth muchabt it . den went eat , went band . teach the sec 1 their new song . den went hougang mall wif teng . den she brought my presents . well , 4 ppl buy tht present . coz 17.90 . ya , iie noe everything . den tmr have band ... den nth much ler . 2 more days to my birthday . end post




well , iie juz found bck my soul n heal the wound . forget abt him .



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huien~yao : uue see . nt iie see , he juz a frend plz .



Tuesday, April 14, 2009 @ Tuesday, April 14, 2009 | comment (0)


ok . updated for today . yao gt her new bag , the pink one . den on mon went subway for lunch wif floor , yun hui , yao yao n bin . den went bin house . den play game . den went home . den chat wif bin der darling - jay . lolx . our topic is lyk funny ?? hahax . iie dunno . den chatted wif edward too . went slp . skul is nth much abt it . iie fail my eng compre ... sianx . single number somemore . have crt . was eating sweet . den have band lorr . we plae sagre dance ?? nn free spirit overtune . den take 88 went home .




ok . iie given up hope . they is no hope already . when iie saw her name , iie noe no matter iie waited how long iie also wund able to get him . iie will give up , iie wan to find my soul bck .




tag replies :

huien~ian : hiie . welcome . hahax . ya lor . nw is 4 more days .
huien~wai teng : err . iie given up . there something iie saw tht make my heart dead ler . edward is nt my bf ! he is juz a frend larr . ^^



Sunday, April 12, 2009 @ Sunday, April 12, 2009 | comment (0)


updated ! err . tis morning went out wif my family for lunch , den went my dad working place . den we go t1 there . near the tm there , walk for lyk hours . den went elias there for lunch . den went home ... shower den read my books again . went out to buy my whole family der dinner alone . haix . bored ~
almost forget , today is ian n jason(floor der std birthday ) so happy birthday ! :P hahax . mine is 6 more days . edward der is 6 days b4 today hahax . cheer !
ok , maybe iie shld give up . it the best choice for nw . bt of course it need tym . souless miie .




tag replies :
huien~YY : hiiie :)
huien~Gwen : bt it does make a little diff . nn he gt std ler .
huien~Siyi : hello ! :)
huien~wai : thx for tagging ! :D
huien~Szeying : Kk . thx .
huien~bin : iie dunno . he gt std so .... haix , iie very confuse .



Saturday, April 11, 2009 @ Saturday, April 11, 2009 | comment (0)







iie am so bored ... nth to do . rot at home . lolx . reading books again . well , was blog hopping juz nw . hahax . ok , iie having a sore throat , woke up this morning wan take den realize my throat very pain . sianx .




ok , iie dieing . floor ask miie tell him , well iie dun have the courage . n he gt std lerr . the feeling can't hide forever , bt iie am trying to keep it . so tht soon iie will forget bt it tiing n hurt . iie miss him . n he is younger den miie by months , how cn iie lyk him ? iie am so confused !



Friday, April 10, 2009 @ Friday, April 10, 2009 | comment (0)

ok , iie am feeling damn weird ?! iie dunno larr . it juz tht iie feeling empty . today dun need go skul . rot at home , reading twilight etfc again . going finish the four books liaox . errm , keeping myself busy wif books . well , ok today dun reali feel very well . bt haix , the day is going to be over ler rite ? my mind r confuse nw . well , ytd have my nafa , didnt do well lyk last year . bt iie gt a , b , 2c n a d . so okok lor . our class smell ytd . hahax cuz we have pe in the moring . play hand ball . so everyone was lyk smell . hahax . have amath test after skul . well iie think iie going to fail again . nn well, iie quite pissed off wif my parents . they were lyk scold scold ... anyway iie heck care them ler .



think feeling weird is coz of uue ba . iie miss you . well , iie reali think iie lost my soul . man iie hate myself .



Wednesday, April 8, 2009 @ Wednesday, April 08, 2009 | comment (0)


we r bestie !



@ Wednesday, April 08, 2009 | comment (0)

updated . ok , my mood is still down . ytd is band der big day . our SYF , the result is bronze . iie am reali quite disappointed when iie hear it . iie am disappointed wif myself . iie have out of tune , iie am sorry if iie am the one who pull the band down . iie reali down ytd . >< bronze ! iie wanted to get silver or a gold , bt ... there nth could be done ler , wad done is done . Kkk .... iie will pick myself nn start again . iie believe tht we cn do it . today went to floor house plae , her brother came bck we hid it the rm larr . haix . funny lar . nth to say liaox .




mr goh uue dun need to say sorry , iie think the wan need to say sorry is us . sorry we let uue down , especially miie . iie am sorry .
uue show no concern when iie cried in front of uue . uue didt say anything . iie juz hope uue cn come n concern .



Saturday, April 4, 2009 @ Saturday, April 04, 2009 | comment (0)

ok . today morning iie gt physic test . iie nt sure iie going to pass it ma , coz alot of careless . den went yh house slack , den go band . keep play the SYF pieces . very tired . the whole band is very tiring . den after go have instant noodle wif denise . lalax . den came home help mom mop the floor , den chat on phone den readnew moon again . nice ! hahax . nn iie using com nw , floor n jason patch liaox ~~~




ok , iie missed him . iie hope get near him , iie wan to be wif him . iie juz lost my soul .



Wednesday, April 1, 2009 @ Wednesday, April 01, 2009 | comment (0)

updated ! today morning gt band . went early den others coz of lit thingy . den classes lorr . went wai house came home . slaxk around , den nw using com n talking to floor . well , 6 more days to SYF . count down liaox . >< haiiz . end post here .




dun emo liaox larr .iie miss uue , whenever iie see uue iie wan talk to uue . bt the only topic we cn talk is study . it tym for miie to forget uue , bt iie still wan uue . iie noe iie can't get uue bt iie wish uue to be happy n is enough for miie. Omy , frm when iie being to love uue ? iie dunno , bt iie wish iie noe nn stop myself falling so deep . it too late . cherish .



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