yea , ytd went for PTM . wasn't tht bad lyk i thought in my mind . haix . talked to both form teacher . haix . i dunno wad am i thinking these few days . all the thinking is so weird . i'm myself again , bt wad i think is kinda of weird man ... haix . i'm so bored ~ i looking forward to band camp , after tis cnt play muz le . elena say we will doing some formation . hope she was rite . it fun ! (: hahaxx . ytd nite sleep damn deep coz nth is troubling miie . hahax . i nw looking forward to band practice , it reali wasn't tht bad anymore . hahax . end here , bye !



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hmm , i trying hard to start all over again , bt his image keep pop up suddenly . hahax . frm nw i think i noe wad to do , i will keep it to myself , stay focus on my study first . after this den think abt it . i will hide tis feeling deep in my heart , maybe few weeks ltr i will be ok ? well , i hope so . i dun i nt tht weak , soon i will be stronger den i noe . hahax . thousand mile apart .....

haix , today is PTM , i hvn go skul yet , mine is in the afternoon . scared scared sia !! bt i think zi yao xiao yi xiao , mei sen me guo bu liao . bt still i cnt get into deep sleep ytd nite , too anxious . muz try hard nxt tym !! if i dun keep my own promise , i will get everything f9 nxt year ! so i muz reali reali study hard ! no more fooling around ! jy everyone !! well , ytd band start 3.3o , so long nvr so late le . he xun do drill , keep turning round , for goodness sick i juz went to the toilet to vomit coz too full >< bt after tht they were having bonding section , blow wind blow . nt bad lar , bt i wasn't tht well or high to play . after tht , went take instrument lorrx , have combine , nt bad la our playing , i'm so lonely ~ the seniors of my section nvr come , only miie ... sadded . hahax . anyway make ann. jiu fall out , went home . sms-ed alot ppl on the way home . reach home cnt go shower directly , coz i cnt go in my rm n take my stuff , bro having tuition . ytd nite nvr reali done anything , coz very tired , think coz during skul tym too hyper .


wow , he reali thought tht i'm tht flirt of course i still love him den wan to noe who he lyk now rite ? is he acting stupid is it ? i alway after breaking den cn see clearly how important him is to me ?? y ? i reali dunno why ....i was trying my very best to act cheerful in front of them , wanted to show tht i cn live better widout them , bt it juz a cover ... it hurting . nt showing tht it hurt , does nt mean tht it not hurtful . it reali does ... i thought i was well protected in tis relationship , i thought he wund be able to hurt me lyk ian do , bt it still do , altohugh it may nt as hurt as him , bt still . i wanted to hear his voice , bt when i do , it seem lyk it thousand mile apart frm miie . huien u have to pick up urself ! bt i dunno how ...

update !!!hmm ... i getting anxious these few days , dunno whyy ??? dun feel lyk posting , so bye bye ! (:

let update ... well , i rotting at home . hahax ! hmm , last post quite emo sia ... nvr mind i getting better already . hahax . bring laughter into my life !! (: u happy also pass one day , nt happy also live on . so y nt live happily (: nothing is impossible rite ? ytd , around evening went meet wai , walk around the shops near our house , had cheese fries , den went cut hair . waited damn long lorrx . hai , we waited around 1 plus . i cut bck my bangs , wai teng cut short hair . damn damn short , n she is so piss . relax k ? is nt tht bad lar ... hmm ... wad shld i do ? i am damn bored . hahax . sun der class outing nt going coz dun feel lyk going . hahaxx . tue gt band ler (: n ss501 is relasing their new album tht day . hahax . anyway nxt tym den reply tag , lazy ! sry ! :P bye bye !

ok , my exam is finally over . haix , the nightmare is nt finish yet . the results is nt out yet . haix , having a long weekend , 5 days dun need go skul adding sat n sun . today after skul went buy mac wid floor , yao n wai teng. den went to wai house , they play show hand , i only play wid them for dai di . yaya ... i win , den they went home . i stay at wai house , watch big bang der intimate note n legend , well the ending is lol derrx . came home , mop the floor , den slack around lorrx . well , i am super bored juz nw . was msging him juz nw .




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i think i reali fallen love wid u , seeing ur name in her blog make my heart pain . yea i jealous , n u nvr noe . i didn't realize i reali lyk u till i saw wad u tag on her blog , iie dunno is u or some other person wid same name as u , i juz noe my heart ache when i saw . if is reali u , i will say wow ! i tagged in ur blog , u nvr reply , u tagged on her blog , bt nt mine . wow , seriously wow u noe ... i dunno when i start to lyk u , bt nw i noe as wad wai teng say i reali fallen for you ....

haix , today skul was normal , bt sianx sia , hear frm teacher tht EOY start at 1st oct sia , damn early , sad sad ! after skul went lunch wid idk plus tricia , jun wei n shawn . hahax . after tht went compass wid him . came bck to rp find bin they all . den take bus to wai teng house . yao was playing audi , n i playing phone game . after tht have some gal talk , played awhile jiu went home lerrx . do my usual stuff luhhx . 5 more days !! hahax . share end here , bye bye ! (i dun care anymore , wad the point ?)





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reach skul at normal tym . dunno why suddenly lyk have gastric pain sia , pain till wan cry liaox . after eating , it get better bt still pain for the whole day . today pe was fun , hahax , playing floorball . wanted more !! (: after tht is physic , so so larrx , bt it seem lyk mr lee is in the bad mood . after tht is recess , cheryl reborn her hair , nice . den iie didnt eat coz my stomach dun feel well . had chinese n emath . tym pass very fast . after skul , we cab down to E-HUB to catch the proposal . was nice sia ! very funny n touching . after the show we went play swing , bt only awhile . sad ! hahax , den walk to white sand . shopped around , after tht take 88 home . my stomach till nw is still feeling nt well , nvr eat much for dinner . juz nw chatted wid teddy on phone awhile . iie am sick !

( i dunno why iie mind wad you say or do , wad iie told uue , uue seem nt to rmb , uue nvr change even iie tell uue a thousand tym ! i dun get u , stop making it in front of miie , iie dun mind uue do behind miie . it juz making miie so mooding ! so wad even she is wonderful , the effect is also nt urs , do uue have to keep saying in front of us ? dun be mistake tht is teddy or someone .... )




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ok , updating . holidays are here bt iie still to go bck skul everyday , so shytt !! mon , wed , fri gt extra class , tue , thur gt band . sianx lorrx . well after today extra class , went out wid him , had our lunch at hougang mall , we walk there , uue noe go green ! hahax . after lunch we walked around , den sit somewhere larrx , den hmm talking n playing started it own . lalalax , after tht both of us went home , iie went slp , bt too hot to get a nice nap . iie sweep n mopped the floor , watch television , shower , dinner , doing some reading n chatting on phone wid floor den here iie am . lolx . iie on com coz the report thingy .



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iie juz change my bloskin . hahax , nw very bright colour lehh ! (: hahax . today went skul for extra class , super long , iie going fall aslp . ytd went malaysia so iie ended up nvr go to the concert . hahax , iie played wid my cousin make up , well , cnt blame miie for being waste , iie am juz too bored to do anything . after tht iie went for a ride on my mountain bic , den watch television . came back to singapore , have my dinner/supper at 11 plus , reach home shower n went to slp liaox . super pai seh today , iie forget to bring my ezlink card so is lyk wad the hell ?! haixx, so no face , gt one auntie keep look at miie as if iie am a ailen . after the extra class , miie n yao went to hougang mall , we walk super fast , we dunno y . buy shilin n bubble tea , while we eat , we saw quite a lotx of ppl . after tht we went mini toons , etc , den libaray . yao n iie talked quite alot today hahax . nice nice . went home , iie juz went to bed slp , too tired to do anything . woke up , started reading book . showering , dinner n here iie am . bye !





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haix , so bored . ytd teacher day concert was ok larxx , nt bad nt gd too . after the concert ,went hougang mall , eat subway , den went wai house , play card awhile , den iie start doing other thing larrx . went home , have dinner , slack around den slp . today . morning , send my bro to tuition , den go ntuc help my mom buy some stuff , reach home , have my breakfast , den nw using com . lolx . iie having a boring life , yea iie noe . anywayx end my post here .

nw it seem lyk iie update everyday horrx ? well ,coz i am bored . didnt went out wid my family today due to my tuition , at 930 in the morning , had a n e math learn , den went to ave 8 there have our IC photo taken , very ex lehhx , 10 dollar , heart pain sia . hahax , after taking saw siyi , needed to wait for 30 min so me n wai went mac , had ice cream , den talk awhile , went bck , the uncle say nt done yet muz wait awhile more . so we went walk again , went to a bookshop , saw hp strip , was quite nice , wai brought two for miie n her . hahax . is the four leave thingy , very nice , gt alot colour , hahax . went bck to the shop , the unlce say the machine hang , cnt print , ask if we could wait till ltr den take , siyi was there again . hahax . den well we was ok so we left wai teng number there , n leave . reach home liaox , iie jiu use com watch video , shower , eat n iie am here blogging . hahax . tmr gt concert rite ? think so . hahax . tue no skul due to teacher day . hahax . yea ~ anywayx end my post here . bye bye !




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ok , tmr still gt tuition , n i hvn do my hw ?! shyt , today went to acs , had instrument course n SL course too . was boring , bt hahax , keep playing wid shawn during the SL thingy so ya it keep miie awake , if nt iie going to fell aslp , i think it more boring den my class in skul . think so , bt after all nt bad larrx , for the instrument one , the tutor super pro , had a little concert after the teaching , was super nice ~ bt very cold inside the lt1 . well , lunch our skul didnt eat much , didnt have tym , too many ppl . yea iie make quite alot of new frend . hahax . acs is super big lorrx . hahax . compared to our skul , theyr reali big skul lorrx , gt one guy frm acs play flut super well , he looked lyk tze huan . hahax . after the thingy , he xun dad drop us (miie , jia ming , shawn) at compass , went kfc for lunch or dinner ? iie dunno , anyway iie am hungry . talk awhile den leave liaox . reach home , msg-ing , den use com , shower , have dinner nn eat my dinner . hahax . reali too tired to do hw liaox , so use com nw , ltr tell teacher iie cnt finish the hw , too tired . Cry ! shall end post here , bye bye !




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yarrx , tis is a dead blog , nobody tag , nvr update . hahax . so boring rite ? no life . wondering is my mom is having menopause . she will suddenly start scolding scolding , den awhile jiu ok . dunno her larrx . well , hvn been doing well in my common test . sianx , scared will need drop tis n tat , or worse could happen horrx ?? today gt some event , dunno wad day , den gt workout , den eat fruit . i have honeydew , nt sweet der . den after tht have class luhhx .ms neo forget abt the tymtable so we miss her lesson . other lesson still ok . tym pass very fast today . after skul went find teacher for wai teng phone . after some hardwork iie finally gt the phone bck . hahax . met him den went compass , saw tricia , si yi they all . had ice-cream-mango , went popular buy file , den libaray . went home . have a nap , phoned wid floor , shower n have my dinner . n nw using com to let the tym pass . i am juz too bored . hahax . tmr need go for some course on the leadership training ? something lyk tht anyway . meeting mr chin at hougang mrt station at 8 , den the course frm 9 to 4 . very long horrx ? i wonder if it boring or not . sun morning gt tuition at 9.30 . very early horrx ?? yea , tue dun need go skul - teacher day . dunno iie shld go bck pri skul or nt . if go bck gt anything to do ma ?? iie dunno , muz check who is going bck . hahax . shall end my post here .



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hello . iie am updating . nw iie currently on my bed nw . hahax , iie am so tired . sometym life is so unpredictable rite ?? failing almost all tests , iie am so worried lorr . nxt sat the sl need go to so workshop , gt tutors teaching us . hope it will b funn . hahaxxx . nw currently my study table is cover wid books , all story bks . so ya , quite happy tht i gt so many books to read . hahax . mz , congratz u get a A1 for ur o lvl chinese . well , almost every week gt tests . tym fly . hahax . shall end here .




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ok ! updated . today went celebrate yao birthday , hahax . alot thing happeen . si baeifunny (: to have more information go bin blog . bye ! she will be posting at nite ! hehexx . bye for nw . oya , wan say tmr gt cca liaox ! haix .

juz wanted to update some photo . some lost it liaox . TT coz phone delete it itself . hahax . well , today skul was ok , have class photo taking today (: waited for bin after skul . hahax . nxt week thinnk gt cca le

tis my b'day present . although quite long ago . will post other other tym . no tym liaox . (:

updated ! ytd is my sis b'day ! (: wan here to wish her happy b'day ! ^^ hahax . have straberry shortcake for her birthday cake hahax . nt bad . same as bin tht tym . hahax . well , these few days haven't been doing work . was reading books lyk mad . hahax . wa , today chinese o lvl oral . very scary lorr , iie was the first one . the conversation is abt cip thingy . quite hard lorrr . TT can't get A die ! TT haiixxx . anyway stop blogging here . very hungry nw ! TT nobody give miie eat . kidding ! hahax . end post . (:

update ! Zzzz... currently at bin house . well , actuallt today nt in a very good mood . haix , yea . wad say is say so ... TT seriously , it does have affect wif miie . anyway wund be blogging for long tym . byee ...








TT iie reali upset by it larr . will miss him TT

update update ! it since a month tht iie blog , sorry ! hahax . wondering if iie should close down the blog coz nt updating often . hahax . well , tis is the second week the skul reopen . nth much abt it , bt nw sitting wif milton . hahax . great ! coz he dun bully me , n he talk to miie ! (: iie mean chat , if nt iie will be bored to death ^^ well , nw math currently cn cope cuz gt tuition . hahax . bt these few days bei bei keep make miie ! -_- den ever since the bloy over flower was out , miie was quite kpop . hahax . (: nice show ... althought live wif frend is okay , bt there is still some confusing stuff . tis two weeks cca is cancel coz of h1n1 . tmr idk going out for lunch . (: at subway ! yeah ! end post here .will replay tags on nxt post , sorry for the late reply ! (:

super bored ! can't do anything muz . nvr go out wif frend , everyday at home rot ! today super warm . wann die liaox . hahax . seriously iie am confuse . hmmm , how cn iie believe uue ? on mon gt tuition . after tuition , teacher pei miie walk frm wai house to near my house there . coz very scary ! very dark there . bin still nt bck frm bei jing . anyone free pei miie go out tis coming fri ? wai suddenly can't coz she have to go bck skul . juz finish night world , very nice . wonder who gt the third book . hahax .


iie seriously confuse , do iie reali lyk him ? the feeling is nt there anymore . ><

ytd had meeting . nth much abt it , cuz iie 1 hours plus late for it coz gt doctor app . had a x-ray . haix , the doctor say it seem more ... haix . had one pizza for breakfast n lunch . nth much to update . bt nw mood nt gd . coz .... today deyi concert , didn't go . wad a pity ! haix . they gt show hand , errm ... iie meant the formation . hahax . heard frm he xun . -.- hahax . class chatlet nxt week . which also meant bin coming bck . hahax . end post . ^^

updated ! well . mood nt gd . today gt committe meeting . well , is abt someone leaving us . sad man . iie going to miss them ! they r so kind n gd ended up they have to leave us . when they came , we dun reali lyk them . bt ended we lyk them . man ! iie going to miss them . tmr muz bring tissue paper . haix . when they r there we nvr cherish them ? bt they nw lwaving . they have stayed wid us around a year plus . bt so soon . haix ..... iie dunno wad cn iie say . does the results matter alot ? 1 min on stage is nvr enough to see the band effort . >< haixx . sorry ! we didnt respect uue when first came ? nw at teng house .

update ! hahax . take bck the result ytd . well , nt gd at all . haix . three fail . emath , amth n physic . well , disappointed . thought iie wund fail der , bt ended up lyk shyt . haix . blame who ? blame myself . haix . seriously didnt do very well lar . yea , everyone cn guess tht iie cried . ><>< n on friday gt road run .

updated !! ok , it lyk two weeks ago is my last post . well , iie kind of lazy to post . finally , my exam is over . cn somehow relax a little . today dun need go skul coz iie dun have any paper . hahax . stayed at home sleep . ok , so ytd is my last paper . after the paper , went prepared for yun bin suprised . coz is her birthday maa . hahax . she lyk shocked when we went into her rm . hahax . den she make wishes den cut the cake n eat ! hahax . den play cards , game of life . bt iie was lyk rotting . coz iie wan slp bt can't get into sleep . so watch them play . den everyone went home . hwee jun n yun hui wan go home study bio , den yao also need go home . den floor see everyone go home she also went home . den iie the only stayed at bin house . play com , den go hougang green buy lunch . den came back watch video . den iie play game , bin sleep . after tht we went her rm den talk talk talk lorr . hahax . miie went home . shower , watch tv . den in the nite chat wif floor . den went slp liaox . wake up at 9.50 , slack around . have my lunch den use com lorr .

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO HWEE JUN , YUN BIN , CAROL !
N HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GWEN ! hahaX . if iie am nt wrong (: n cai jun birthday coming up too ! anywayx iie ending my post here . hahax !


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huien ~floor : ya , very rare to see ur name in the tag board der lor . hahax . thx for tagging ^^
huien ~Meizhen : oh . iie forget . hahax . (:
huien ~tricia : hello ! hahax . thx for tagging ^^
huien ~yao yao : hallo ! thx for tagging ! :P

updated ! ok , today morning woke up at 8 plus . den went wai house around 9 plus . had tuition wif wai frm 10 to 12 . den after tht have lunch wif wai family den continue our homework . quite alotxx . hahax . bt nvm nxt week den pass up . den awhile we play cared n watch d-gray man den iie went home liaox . reach home liaox continue my hw . gt quite a few iie dunno how to do . tmr also gt tuition , is physic . today is amath . errm , first tym teach by tis tuition teacher . he quite young n funny . hahax . his teaching nt bad . :) n he also say tht if miie or wai nvr make careless mistake , he treat us for movie , bt iie dun think will lar . miie n wai alway make careless mistake . hahax . mon will be eng , tue is ss n amath , wed is physic . others iie dun rmb liaox . mye so scary ! everyone jys ! hope to pass my exam wif flying colours ! nn ppl birthdday is coming up ! hahax .




STRESS !!!!

am iie a coward ? iie am scared , panick . reali panick . if iie drop all my hard work have gone waste . iie reali scared . nobody is there for miie . someone fall n nvr climb up - tht miie . wad the point of living ? iie dunno . iie live for no one . who shld iie live for ? it reali hauted my dream wif dropping n .....somehow it proud tht iie keep them unknown abt these stuff . hope they will never noe . the fear is creeping bck to my heart , it scary . it nt going to end , it mean it will nvr end .

iie juz going to have a short post . well , few more days jiu MYE . tht very fast . iie wonder if iie cn remain taking the subjects iie wan . haix . iie sure everyone is scared . most of the tym iie wund say iie scared or stress up in front of others lar . bt iie am reli stress up . mayb to others nt , coz iie look too relax . seriously iie am scared ! super . haix . well , selina is sick , hwee jun also sick . wa so many ppl sick . GUYS , MYE coming so muz take care ur body dun fall sick nw . tc ! haix . today committee meeting was cancel . tht was a sudden . bt ok lorr . tmr have pral exam . hope everyone score well ! JY ! haixxxxx . man iie miiss uue seniors . cannt upload pic . coz nt wif miiee . >< only take wif melisa der :)

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huien~ wai teng : ya iie noe :) hahax

iie going to miss all the seniors .

updated ! ytd went long johnfor lunch wif floor , teng , yao n bin . den went bin house do project . didnt finish . need yun bin to finish . so sorry ! finish half of my physic hw , den went slp . super damn tired ytd . den today , have normal lesson . lalax . den have CRT . the lesson was very funny . den have quiz , sure get 0 larr . den went out lunch wif ayuni . den Speech day rehearsl . den uniform check , iie nvr bring . den take bus home wif ayuni n denise . n nw using com lorr .




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huien ~Jiaming : thx too :)
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wth . freak man !

upated . yea today is my birthday . hahax . old liaox . :) nn thx idk-ers . gt surprised frm uue guys . thx lotx !!! haha . have chemistry test in the morning . haix . cn fail liaox . still in wi house . keep playing game , watch tv , talk . well , quite fun . hahax . nn we keep eat . hahax . going home soon . lalax thx everyone der wishes ^^ ytd gt speech day rehearsl . very hot n tired . haixxx . tht all .




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huien~ Mei Zhen : ok . iie get it . bt iie given up . there is no hope for miie . Ps , will link uue asap .
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