hmm , guess my blog is kinda dead :/ haven't been able to update . have been working and working (: working wid some uncle , it fun ! (: ppl think it will be boring , bt hell no ! hahaha (: the posting of jae is out , business process & system engineering at tp . kinda happy getting of my first choice although tis course aren't my dream course . anyway be contented of wad we had right ? Thank you God for arranging such great arrangement for me (:



hmm , recently have been thinking abt him so much , don't know why :/ I hope I cn forget abt it , but still ... anyway baby I love you
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LAST DAY OF 2010 !

woah , it's the last day of 2010 . time reali pass very fast . well , it was fun i guess ? hahax , because of my awesome friends and him . although we aren't together anymore , he gave me the best memories i had for this year . this will be an ending of 2010 but a new begining for 2011 . let work hard to make nxt year wonderful .

thank you my friends for being there for me when i always need you , your concern n support are priceless . thank you for bringing laughter to my life in 2010 :) and of course we do argue , but we're always friends . the tears n laughter we shared cn nvr use money to buy , so let treasure it . ever since i met u guys ( selina , yao yao , yun bin , wai teng , cheryl , hwee jun , yun hui ) i'm really happy . in the past , i don't have any so-called true friends . but now i'm proud to say i do :) you are the angels in my life . stay happy as always :)

i'm gladdd to say tht the picnic on the 29th dec was a great success ! we had so much fun ! we went picnic first . well , we don't know how to fly kite ! so kite flying - FAILED ! but we had so much fun trying to fly the kite . the food yao yao n selina prepared was awesome ! went to pool , had dinner at pizza hut and went bin house for majong . no pics -bin computer can't read selina camera memory card . awesome day !

idk why these few days i keep having headache . missing him ? maybe ? oh well , there is nothing i can do with that . missing him asking me to tc . but nah , i shall not msg him so much , i don't wan him to get into trouble with his parents again . maybe he really going through a hard time cause of his parents , so i shall not be his burden anymore . baby , i love you . i rather you live happily without me being your burden .

working nw ~ tired ... hahax . had lunch wid daddy n his friends at some resturant . did i spell it right ? i don't think so . anyway , it was expensive , but daddy friends treat us :) nice ~ haha , feeling very full now .


nothing is perfect , but we are born to make it perfect (: love is a mircale , because the next moment i fall for you . yes , it's you (:

ytd had lot of fun , but i'm kinda of lazy to post . anyway , ytd was cheryl birthday , she treated us lunch at the marina bay sand hotel , the food was great :D hahax . went pool n try to catch soft toys . i didn't get any , so oh well . baby is back too . didn't sleep for the whole night ytd , don't know why , is either because of the coffee , or myself ? i really don't know . tried very hard to fall asleep , but still ... only manage to get a half an hour of sleep , and i was awake . followed my dad to the office . i'm working at my dad office btw . i'm done wid the stuff around 2 hours ? and i'm slacking nw , cause there is reali nth for me to do . anyway currently i'm not feeling very well . baby is working now , so he isn't msging me , i'm bored to death ...


ytd did have fun , bt kinda feeling down ? seem like the trust isn't there , that hurts a lot my dear friends ... byee

cheryl birthday

hello . here to update again . tmr is cheryl birthday , and she is holding a birthday party :) hahax . anyway most of the idk members will be there , except wai teng . she went oversea . i'm really looking forward to tmr coz baby is back n is cheryl birthday party :D hahax :) bye bye .

it juz the second day baby went oversea , missing him so much . nth to do ...

Bck frm holiday !

hello ! i'm back from Beijing ytd night . this trip is full of history lessons - china history . well , i learn a bit here and there because the tour guide speak too fast , i can't follow . didn't do a lot shopping in Beijing coz it all winter clothes . hahax . anyway i can say overall it's a fun trip but the weather is way too cold . during the first day i went to Beijing , the wind is so strong . to be honest , i think i can fly away if i didn't hold to my sis . hahax , the wind is reali reali strong . hahax . the food there was okayy :D i gain weight ! hahax :D i'm glad i gain weight . hahax :D normally girls don't hope to gain weight , but i do , weird right ? i know , but i'm kinda too skinny . hahax . step up 3 is nice , showing people wid passion for dance , just like i have the passion for music :D hahax . these 7 days i miss baby so much ! i think he too as well . well , today is his turn to go for holiday , i'll be missing him so much .

heart is empty without you . be back soon okay ?
thank you baby for helping me to update :)

Gone for Holiday

Hello =)

Okay, It's me again, helping her to post while she's on Holiday. =)
I find it much more fun helping her update my blog than my own one. Haha. Anyway, I can update you guys about her life recently. Well, she went trekking with Bandmates yesterday,and she complained a lot cause she was wearing flats(not the correct shoe for trekking) and it hurt a lot. It was fun though =) She survived the whole jouney in flats ! This proves that impossible is nothing !! Sounds familiar ? Haha. Anyway, she went back home to take her stuff for the farewell party and than she was at school again. The buffet was awesome man, and I'm sure she enjoyed it =)
And than she had fun playing some games with her Bandmates and off she was to home. Now's she's in Beijing ! Hopes she has fun. Oh, she doesn't know I'm helping her to update so shh.....

Peaceout.

hey , i'm back . thx baby for helping to update . hahax , anyway tonight i'll be heading to the airport because i'll be flying to bei jing and will be back on 8 dec . and baby will be oversea on 9 to 14 dec :C 2 weeks couldn't contact each other . gonna miss baby . this year i didn't went for the class chalet , due some reasons ... kinda regret for not going . however , ytd went back for band camp . went tracking wid band members , it was a tiring trip , but it was fun overall :D the farewell party food was much better than grad. high . well , the farewell party game didn't go well . band change a lot , due to teachers , conductor , majors , students . i hope the attitude of the members in band can change for the better , i hope the see the band to become alive again :) nothing is impossible . my youngest aunt came singapore ytd , we had a talk before she went home .

yes , like wad baby say try to look on the bright side . i do , i do give in most of the time , however i'm still feeling kinda sad . thx baby for cheering me up :D loveya <3

Hello. =)

Shall help *her* to post =)

Actually, I'm not very sure what she did after the Grad High. I only knew some stuff she did, like go out with me, with band friends and her own BFFs. Oh yes, and she found a job =), which pays quite a lot I must say. Awesome =D

Okay, better not post to much, haha, after she love me too much =D

See Yah.
*Hui En*

o.o sooo long nvr post ler ! today was grad. high ! hahax , bin wai yao n me had spent so much tym preparing for today , n it passed so fast ! okayy consider ytd , it already pass 12 . had a great tym during the grad. high . although is tiring , we reali had fun . i'm gonna miss 4e2'10 ! great tym n journey wid everyone ! hope to have more such event , however i hate heels ! my legs hurt ! went pool today :) i mean ytd :) funnn ! :) hope to go soon again ! :) well ,


i still love you , i hope u wund give up on this relationship , i reali hope . coz i don't want to give up .

i'm tired of looking bck of ur view . because you alway say sorry , it become worthless . so what the point of saying sorry ?

baby , i love you . yet you seem nt to be waiting . bt i noe life have to carry on even without you . huien , stay strong ok ? :) miss you so much too , bt don't dare tell u .

Quite long nvr post le horrx ? I think , but anyway my iPhone is fixed ! Nw using iphone to post again . Kinda lazy to on com plus don't wan use during prelim . Well , I don't I will do very well for the prelim , especially amath paper 2. Totally sianx ... Baud , nth to post le , byee

hmm , papers D: STUDY ! ! ! ! BYE ~

i'm just getting tired of waiting . anyone can see , this is relationship is the most weak one right ? i'm getting tired , really really tired . i shall not wait for mircale , but to create my own mircale . you are just hurting me again and again . one day i'll just let go , no longer waiting cause i'm dead here . no longer enjoying the view , no longer see the bright colours of you . huien jy ! prelims are here , ace it ! tell yourself you can do it ! deep inside you , you are still hoping he will come back ... but do huien still want ? you are stronger than i thought so smile huien ! after a rainy day , you'll see rainbow :D


For God so loved the world , that He give His only begotten Son , that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life . --John 3:16

prelim is coming ! hui en JY ! :D let go !!!!! to compare ithink i'm better than jian kai . to have a caring parents than a rich parents tht don't care about you rite ? human are evil ? killing animals the evil way . my heart ache ...

baby , i love you !

i just don't know wad to do . i love you more than anything . you raise me up , and i am thankful for that . but we reali have communication barrier . can you juz stop and listen to me for a while ? bt nt blaming me all the tym . one day , you will leave me , and i know . i treasure the tym i have wif you guys . i hope our relationship can get better . and need both party to work out . maybe this is ur way of loving me , but daddy and mommy you are hurting me , your daughter ... and thank selina , you have been a great listener ytd .

baby , i need you to be by my side to tell me you'll be there for me . i love you .

hmm , tmr having amath mock paper 1 . i think i'm dead . and after tht i'm having tuition in the night , well huien jy ! you still spenting too little tym on my study , which make me want cry ! TT depress ! frm nw onward i shall nt touch com ! ok , wait wait , dont't touch com - don't play game and watch video ! still blogging bt lesser . i'm going chiong my prelim ! i shall wait for 3 months ! to the door of freedom ! :D juz kinda bored , post tis :D


For God so loved the world , that He give His only begotten Son , that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life . --John 3:16

yoz , i'm bck ! lol , i'm also here right . stupid huien ! you alway say stupid stuff ! hate you ! no la , juz kiddng :D i love myself ! :D hehex ! anyway ytd quite sad post huh ... bt , i'm ok le :D i'm still still the happy go lucky huien ! thx God , i'm on the right path ! concentrating to study ! and able to motivate myself to study ! just lyk andrea say , you choose to wept or the one to confront your friends . it's all up to me ! so i'm making the decision now , i don't want be the one crying , if i do cry , i want tears of joy ! :D but anyway , today geo paper , getting great results ? nono , failing ? maybe no :D maybe this tym is not the first tym , i can cope with my own feeling better :D it may hurt a little , bt compare with last times , this is much better :D 118 days to o lvl ! huien go ! thank you Him for showing me the path i need to take :D and today after geo paper , went to have lunch with yb , teng n yao . went return bk , send bin home b4 coming home . just borrow a book , the covering is nice ^^ and is abt jesus ^^ didn't realise until i start reading :D shld be a nice bk :D i'm going to enjoy ! ^^ byee ppl !

tmr i'm geo mock , and here am i , blogging . wth huien ! anyway , i'm juz wearing mask everyday ... happy ? no ... well , nobody didn't realise , only selina . showing tht she understand me :D didn't need to tell her , she know liaox :D best frenz ! anyway i make it through the day , the smile on my face may be fake these days , but i'll make sure it will be a real one . cause of my frenz and family . telling ppl i'm not upset , is fake la , but i'll try to not affect my studies ! with or without him , life will still need to carry on . feeling hurt coz ur mind telling you so . so huien pick urself up ! O lvl here we come ! 119 days to 'O' LEVEL !!!! so jyyy huien !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tis is my blog , cn write how i feel la . thx Him for guiding me through , now i know how to let go . and the arrangement He made in my life :D the Him is me to know , you to find out . :D nt shawn anyway :D

so what's is it ? just missing you so much .

messy messy ! =X

dar , missing you so much !

my life is in a mess now ! =X

dar , i miss you !

hmm , maybe a short update today ba . ytd i went for my backbone checkup , more curve i think . anyway i was outside the whole day , and i really need a sleep , 'cause i'm too tired . actually having seminar today , however last minute change . i not sure why . anyway my mood in the morning wasn't great , shall not go into detail .


i just hate waiting . maybe i care too much . i don't know . i'm confused .


baby , i love you !

mayba juz a little updated . today school was normal , and we have physic lab . fun (: i finish mine quite fast (: then stay bck with , sze dee , jian kai , kok hong , bernard , yun bin , yao yao , pris , jun wei . went through the script in detail . then went for lunch with them , but some left . after that we continue our dicussion . everyone was tired . that's for day . and tmr we have math test .


thx dar , i love you ! (: