today is christmas eve , which means this year 2010 gonna end soon . this year is a stressful year . and enjoyable i guess ? there are many tears n laughter , up and down happen this year . and it teach me many things . i have great friends , they are beside me when i need them . and i am really very gratful that i have such friends . they are my best presents i have ever receive . i love them so much ! they aren't my friends , they are my sisters .

and also this year it really lyk sitting on a roller coaster wid him . it fun , scary , but somehow it's a beautiful memories . although he had hurt my so many times , i'm still willing to be wid him , am i silly ? am i stupid ? am i stubborn ? idk , but i don't regret being with with him . the days i spent with him is really happy , but there are tears . we have been through alot , way more than other couples i guess ? however we have to give up . in the past , i thought tht since we have been throught so much , we can really be happily together , a happy ending . a fairytale ending . but i was wrong , it's all my dreaming ... dreamer . but i have learn to let go , and build a friendship wid him . if i don't i look childish right ? merry chirstmas ~