LOL LOL ! my life sux ! stress ! stress ! stress ! everyday testsssss !!! well , looking on the bright side i'll be free after tis year ! i'm going mug hard hard ! muz win jk ! ok , is hard la ... bt try (: wed - went wai house bai nian ! (: learnt how to play ma jiang (: nice nice ! bt still feel crappy tht day coz i lost money , well , lucky is nt wid me tht day bt still i have fun !
thur - band ! sectional was great for me n gwen ! (: coz we finish the song ! (: (: yea yea ! bt i'm late so need do pumping , den my hand start to ache today , oh crap !
fri - went hougang point to buy lunch , went floor house bai nian (: so funn ! was playing wid her dog ,cookie (: she so cute ! den dai di n watch movie (: her house gt pps so yea ! (: after tht was crappy thing happen so dun need talk abt it =X so yea .
bt nxt week will be so crap , everyday gt tests ?! i wonder how am i going cope ... belated happy chinese new year ! bye ppl ^^

oh yea , finally i update , bt wad the point rite ? nobody come read , why bother rite ? oh well , kinda stress already , juz starting of the year , how am i going to live for the rest of the year , i drowning wid hw n tests . wow . these few weeks cnt go lunch wid idk-ers coz the backbone thingy , so i think i missed out alot stuff . oh well , who to blame ? myself ? maybe ba . huien pls mug harder ! u r still far way behind ! argh ! bye ppl

hello , i'm updating my blog ! (: how rare to see :P anywayz let talk abt skul , skul is quite stress nw , every week gt tests ! errm , i still nt at my best performance ... shyt ! hai hai ... ok , it three weeks frm new year , wow tht fast rite ? i haven't brought my new year clothing ... dun talk abt study anymore , i only noe i need to mug harder ...
i dunno y , i'm feeling kind of down these few days ... of course there is reasons behind it rite ? sometym i realize tht most ppl dun understand me , only few ... damn few .... byeee ppl ~

i'm lazy n tired to update blog . hahax , o lvl is coming soon ! wow , tym pass so fast rite ? it second week of skul , quite proud of myself coz i'm reali start listening to class ^^( excluding eng , too boring , bt most of the tym i still listening ) n my sitting nw is in the front (: sitting wid jaren they all (: the first math test gt passed ! nt bad , well u see i hardly pass my test last year ... think too much playing . nn emath n amath lesson is mr tan teach me , hmm , starting i was lyk f*** , bt nw actually i find it ok la , he teach quite gd bt slow ... actually today gt binomial test , bt ended up postpone (: great ! coz i didn't do enough practice yet =X hmm , monday juz gt bck my o lvl chinese - A2 . nt bad la , i thought i will get a C5 , bt luckily i didn't . den saw seniors , some cried , some laugh ... hope they r ok nw ... it nt the end of the world , so look on the positive side . today after skul went lunch wid floor , cheryl , yao yao n senn ( cheryl std ) blah blah , nth much to say abt it ... i'm super tired coz today go run 1 km outside the skul . wund be updating my blog for a long tym ba? coz it seem lyk a dead blog ... ok , i'm going slp nw . tags dun need reply ba ? n too lazy to reply to , any new tag den reply . byyee !

hmm , seriously nt in the mood !!! coz the re-exam ! arhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!! damn !!!!!!! dun wan to say abt it anymore . anywayz , today had band , went lunch wid jinyi , surprised ? well , still bandmates ma .... den band , play two new song , nt reali nice ... coz i dun lyk it . had section for lyk an hour ? blah blah ... after band went eat ... den home swt home , damn tired nw . coz wake up damn early today , n i hit my head against the table , well is accidentally de la ... damn pain ... well , wanted to go cycling wid LEE , bt hmm nvr go ... stay at home slp ba . no mood updating liaox .... bye ppl , nxt tym den reply tag , too tired to reply .

ZZzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZ , i dunno why i'm juz super no mood .... also dun feel lyk updating too =X haix !

他的镜框留在 某一节车厢
地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一(如果还有)遗憾 是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他 相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
我和他 不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最重的荒唐

如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖 越多的空白
该怎么去爱
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他 相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来
我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
我和他 不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最重的荒唐

如果还有遗憾 是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

bored bored ~ ok , today wake up quite late , normal woke up at 9.30 , today 10.30 , think coz the weather too nice liaox ~ coz it raining ! hahax ! hmm , had breakfast den sms-ed wai teng , n a guy call zhi qiang . pretty LOL ! is wai teng intro to me de . she think she is matchmaking ! LOL !! anyway was fun sms-ing him ... den read san guo yan yi ! surprised i read rite ? i also very ... bt no choice i have to do chinese hw ... too guai liaox ... LOL (huien so BHB) hahax ! anywayx , read plus sms-ing , the content wund go in my mind . so i waited mommy went out , i use com , go fb play game , comment-ed ... den off to audi ! was training my chance , still sux bt nt bad gt improved (: den floor pei me play ^^ awhile jiu off liaox . went sweep mop the floor very fast ~ bt also very tired ! nnn i went shower ~ so i smelling very nice ! nw sitting in front of the com ~ lalala ! these few days keep zi high , hai i also dunno y . siao ?! i also dunno ! hahahax ! see get wad i mean ?? huien zi high-ing ! have alot thinking in my mind these few days .... mostly is him la ... LOL ! u noe who is the him ??? guess ba ! lalala ~

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it reali hard to let go ... i reali miss him ! seriously if i nvr treasure would i asked u twice for patch ? trying hard nt to think , bt he juz 'pop' out ! OMG !! MY mind is fill wid him !

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♥ AYUNIII LOL, okay . Gd to know, hahaha .

huien: hahax ! XP

i reali love 19.8.1.23.14 !! i miss you alot too ! hope i cn let go .

in love , there is no right or wrong .

hey i'm bck frm camp . is a 3 days 3 nitex camp . hmm , there r tym fun n also bored !


DAY 1
actually i was in grp 3 , den i went for the ice breaker wid them , i went high myself , den the sec 1 dun care me sia ! wa lau ehhx ! so anti - social . trying to bond wid them bt fail TT after tht i jiu change to grp 1 , same group as gwen , heri , dayna , joseph n 4 sec 1 n douglas . day 1 - ice breaker , drills , combine , lunch ( sux ! CMI ) , combine again. den prepared for games . everyone is enjoying it (: cnt get to play , only play the last game captain ball using water ballon , was fun bt i was having stomach cramp ! so shyt ! den shower tym , guy toilet was go clear ~ hahax ! dinner , den talking (errm mostly is mr chin talking ) , den movie screening , i didn't watch at all , was spending my tym talking to rui min mei mei (: n i'm damn sleepy . after tht , supper , den reflection n pay money to my chin . LOLX went bck classrm saw roy talking to gwen , join in awhile . den roy went , me n gwen start talking lorr coz both for us cnt gt into slp . she having leg pain , for me stomach cramp n too excited abt it ? idk , juz cnt get into . slpt at 2 bt wake up at 3 coz i having block nose TT feel so horrible . bt fell aslpt around half an hour ltr .

DAY 2
wake up at 6.40 , went down help wid the breakfast . the band have morning run , i didn't go coz was doing some washing , n i juz tired to do anything n having cramp again . so shyt ! den drill - one word to say : TIRED ! have combine n lunch , combine again . bt is juz so bored ! i hate sectional . den farewell party , hmm was okkk after all , the food was nice , game still ok la . den had "meeting" wid mr chin . den went down canteen find gwen , they all was playing , i didn't join in juz sit there see . was tired , wanted to torn bt no one pei me , gwen is tired ... den jermey die half way , didn't reply my msg , louise also fell aslp . so i also went slp liaox .

DAY 3
wake up at 6.45 . sit on my sleeping bag for awhile , den keep . he xun came asking me go down help bt i ended up went down very late coz i take my tym . i'm reali tired ! den drills for pop . combine , lunch , combine . again i hate sectional ! den pack stuff . POP - there alot of improvement needed ! coz reali dun look very formal . den have went ava do some feedback form . den gt sweets (: ate two . one christmas tree n a sen dao lao ren . had dinner wid gwen tht clique . errm , is my first tym , nt bad bt feel lyk i very extra . idk la , bt have fun tym chatting (: den home swt home (: use com awhile den went slp liaox . (:

juz came by tis on samantha z. blog .
Blood type A: Everybody seems to think that you're the ultimate perfectionist! Even though you're cool & calm on the outside when things need to get done, you can sometimes turn into a nervous wreck when people are not looking! However, beneath that shy & self-conscious personality, is a bubbly listener who has many close friends. Not only are you sensitive to their needs, you're also a great keeper of secrets!


Blood type B: 1 of your best traits is your strong ability to focus. You're the type to finish whatever you've started to the best of your ability. However, you have trouble making friends because you see & do things differently from others. this makes it hard for you to fit into groups & cliques because you are unique individual who cannot be easily stereotyped!


Blood type O: Hello Mr & Miss Popular! Everybody likes you cause you seem confident & sociable! In fact, you enjoy it most when the attention is all on you! While you have a strong & creative side that makes you a formidable person, you'll find yourself cluttered with unfinished projects. that's cause your worst habit is not seeing things to the end!


Blood type AB: You seem to have a mix poersonalities. While you exude confidence, you tend to be a little shy when meeting new people for the 1st time. However, you are helpful, responsible, & always ready to lend a hand! This need ot be responsible 1 amongst your peers will sometimes end in dismay as others may take advantage of your trustworthy nature!

if you say i didn't cherish you , i would't have ask you twice for patch , i have learn to treasure you but you never gave me a chance again , i never get a chance to explain anymore . await for mircale to happen ! no longer is a emo gal !

await for mircale ! n only u cn make the differents !

chirstmas is coming (: hahax , everything have passed . suddenly miss the tym we
had . cherish ^^ well one band , one sound ! well , everything is a memories ! nice (:

LOL LOL ! after seeing the tag , my mind was lyk LOL !!! u r so polite man !!! too polite ! LOL LOL ! haix , since u r so polite , shawn u dun need reply my tag ! coz is so LOL , dun need reply ! hahax ! hehex , today last band practice b4 camp (: ok , actually was looking forward to the camp de , bt see the amount of ppl go jiu a bit sian , coz is lyk only half plus a little of the band ... haix , is band thtboring meh ? come la ~~ ppl come ~~ (: i nt going for the concert on sunday coz maybe going malaysia ! malaysia here i come ~~~ today after band went hougang mall wid ayuni , she went to buy her stuff , den company me eat KFC ! haha ! after tht we walk home frm hougang mall ! XP the walk is nt tired at all (: b4 waling home , meet-ed denise , pass herthe booklet for the band camp de . head-ed home , help-ed my mom mop the floor den use com nw (: hahah ! quite tired nw ... hahax ! ok , i need tym to heal the wound !!!! when i learnt to let go , nt coz i dun love u bt is becoz i love u too much (: ppl , we need tym to heal ^^ nt emo gal anymore , bt it still hurt ! arh ! hahax ! nvr mind .... reply tag nxt tym ! BYE BYE ! ^^

think i'm updating almost everyday ! wow ! quite long nvr lyk tht liaox . think i'm quite bored ! i also running out of books to read ! aiya ! tmr gt band practice , i dunno i looking forward or nt ... watever ! i still have to go no matter wad rite ? floor tmr flying off ! sadded ! hey floor muz miss me horrx ! LOVE YOU !! @@ cry ! will miss u lotx , nobody cn chat wid me on phone liaox >< hahax ! n muz have fun too ! i'm sure when u come bck cn share wid me alot funny things de ba (: hahax ! bye bye !!




ok , i dunno wad reali going through my mind . bt i was telling myself to forget u , bt funny thing is when i daydreaming , u juz 'pop' out ! LOLx ! hahax ! i need ttym to heal everything ! bt i hope mircale will stll happen ! i wish the place is mine ! nt emo gal anymore (:

updating a short one . today morning went singapore expo wid family . buy super lotx of thing , gt food n others la . hahax . spent hours walking around , quite tired . (: hahax , den went eat lunch . have sushi ! nice (: hahax . den went dad office , stay there for quite awhile . came home - watched tv n nw using com ! bye ! update more the nxt tym (:

hmm , wondering should i put my blog open or nt ... was glad to hear tht ytd bin thy all having fun (: hahax . actually i wan go bt no money ! sadded ! i very long nvr go bowling le ! wawa ! hahax . yu xiang tell me today 6honesty outing is boring , hahax , lucky i nvr go . hahax ! well , i think i cn put down le ba , dun care liaox ! although sometym may still hurt a little , bt yea we have to put down . i wund hate him de !XP gt fren jiu cn lerr . they will support me de hor ?? idk guild rock ! hahax . HAPPY IDK DAY! is 18th months since it started ! although we have fight n argue , bt our friendship is strong ! good n bad memories will bring bck tears ! hahax , we have to leave each other soon . after grad, jiu hard to meet each other le . muz stay in contact k ppl ? hahax . reali glad to noe them ! hahaxx . today i juz stay at home read book , a bit bored la , hahax . i wan go out on mon ... see who free . looking forward for band camp ! (:bye bye !

i dun get it . why my heart was so pain when i thought 26 days ltr of today ? although he may be 1 m away frm me , bt it seem lyk he is thousand mile apart . xing tong also no use , bt y it still hurt till like a knife cutting my heart into half . wa , i think i will rot at home .... nt going out for long tym ... hoping for another outing wid idk , bt nt bowling , doing something we nvr try b4 , n of course muz be fun ! looking forward to floor come bck australlia so cn organise a outing ! nth to blog liaox . bye !




i've learnt goodbye will always hurt. Picture of our friendship can never be replace . Good or bad memories will bring back tear And words can never replace those feeling .
-♥ friendship

today have a band tryout again . more slack den tue . nt fun de , partly is myself nvr play larrx . lolol ! after tht me , elena n ayuni went cp for lunch . kfc again ... hahax , wan save money ma :P hmm , den went popular see the farewell gift ... on the way there saw shawn they all la ... LOL ! we went rp see them ( on tue ) today they also go cp . LOL !! today band was ok , coz gwen gt come ! yea yea ! grt someone pei me talk :P hahax , if nt i'm so bored la ... wa , at LT combine . super damn cold !! sit under the air con , n rain somemore >< so cold siaaaa !!!!! today band relase early so went rp have dinner coz mommy nvr cook ... reached home - sweep n mop the floor . damn tired de lorr . tmr , teng , bin , darius n yun hui going bowling . have fun ppl ! n n tmr is sec 4 grad. high tea ? think so , so ppl have fun too (: hahax . me tmr stay at home sleep ! :P hehex ! anyway shall end here ! bye bye ! (:



tag replies :
yun hui : haha , i try (:
MEI ZHEN : yup yup ! (: hahax , lyk tht wund forget uue ma ! muz make ppl jealous ! hahax ! (:
HUITIAN : hello (: thx for tagging ! ^^
Cheryl : linked le (: hahax !

ok , update . today wanted to meet ayuni at 8.20 to have breakfast . bt ended up , both of us late ... so , i juz buy coffee , ayuni buy milo n (i forget ) den when we reach skul , although we r late , bt they haven't start . first game is h2o , den etc ... anyway at th last game , I GT MYSELF TOTALLY WET !!!!! WTH ! went to have lunch wid my wet clothing ><>< nxt tym den reply tag k ? lazy to reply .... bye bye (:

haix , quite of down . coz of him or fren ? idk . haix , ok i reali dunno wad happen to me . i keep thinking n thinking ... so many stuff , i dunno who to talk to . floor sick , cnt call her to chat . n cnt tell mz coz is abt my fren , she dunno them ... no one else :'( haixxx .... having mood swing ? O.o wa , ytd spent 3/4 of my tym sleeping . maybe nxt life i will become pig >< sleep so long . hahax . cherish . cherish wad u have b4 u lost everything . dun stop saying i love you , b4 its too late . maybe someday he or she will leave u ... y am i saying all these ? hmm , maybe due to fren ba . 0.o

ok , after off com , awhile jiu went out le . dad treat us to a restaurant coz mommy birthday ! (: happy 43th b'day mommy (: hahax . the dinner was great . hahaxx . den went home , felt aslp straight away . too tired . hahax . anyway nth to post , bye bye !

ok , i putting my blog more private ! i cnt stand anymore , i get wad floor mean . keep saying secret in front of u , bt dun wan let u noe . will pak chek de lorr !!! it been on for days , it making more n more pak chek for me . i cnt ren any longer . starting still ok , bt they testing the limit ! fck ! juz coz of them i'm being so moody >< ! wad the hell ! seriously why am i so angry for ? i also dunno . bt tht my limit , reali my limit ! i'm nt scolding them , bt yea my limit is gone . i have been trying to control my temper , if i lost my temper dun blame me , is u guys tested my limit . tht it !


today - floor is sick , so she didn't came to skul . yun hui n cheryl also nvr come skul , bt i dunno y la . ZzzZzzz , very tired , nw having headache ... lol , see him three tym in a role . actually was quite happy de coz to day last day go skul , bt yea i get pak chek ... after skul went bin house , lunch-ed n have nail poish on my nail la . see bin play audi , den headed home ... tmr need go bck skul , need clear my locker . -.- haixx .... looking forwad to band camp , i duuno y . i alway lyk camping ... lolx siaaa !!! these few weeks de band practice was quit ok wid me la , bt gwen didn't come , sadded coz i'm alone ... ytd was fun coz mz come bck ! miss her !! (: dunno wad post le , so end here . bye !

it been around a week since i update ? i think so , quite lazy to update la . let talk abt today . today morning was trying to finish up my lit . didn't finish . den ss , the teacher nvr come , so we have free period . wai , bin n yao was chatting . i was still doing my lit , wid adam n bernard . hahax , bt actually spenting our tym chatting . hahax . was having a lot of fun talking to them ^^ hmm , phy n chem was okok la . amath , doing matrix too . after sku went cp wid ayuni , ate n walk around . meet mr chin at 7-11 there . we waited outside the pizza hut for quite long to be seated . den crap crap .... finally we have meeting , around 4.30 finish . wa , the bill is 123 plus . hahax , bt i nvr eat anything . went home , need to sweep n mop the floor . n i'm so damn tired . ok , bye bye ....




hmmm ... still missing some pieces body , bt soon i cn find it . i'm sure i cn get over it , bt i need damn long of tym ... tiredness ~~

juz updating a little . ytd after skul went cp wid wai , yao n bin . went searching for books (: so long nvr go liaox , the last tym b4 ytd is wid ... haix ... den went shop a little n go kfc . take away -ed (: went wai house . forget wad we do le , bt haha , have fun . after tht sent bin home .



haixxx .... cry cry ! my fren say i very scary coz i say my sixth sense tell me i will see him is compass ytd . n i reali did . on tue after band also . today also ... is it fated to meet ?? hmmm.... i feeling lyk hugging ....... ah ! am i crazy n siao ? OMG !!!! arh arh @@ i dunno wad to do arh !! :(

went skul for normal lesson . hmm , nt bad , only four hours (: emath is ms chua n me teo tht teach us , did i spell wrong ? they nt tht bad la , bt i wan mrs lim , funny class , at least i wund wan to slp , bt i gt listen to class wor . learn wad is matrix . nt very hard ... yea our class no one retain (: happy ! hahax . had mac for breakfast coz yh is late , so she help us buy food (: my coffe went to rubbish bin coz she nve take the creamy , hahax , bitter >< so dun wan le . after skul went find teacher - ms chang . we talked , hmm seriously i dunno if i wan to go ma . after tht went rp find floor they all . they all went buy food , i only brought bubble tea . seriously nt hungry ... these few days keep having gastric , think coz i keep skip meal ba , keep sleeping . even i'm full i would have gastric pain , hungry also ... haix . too bad i dunno how to take care of my body ... hahax . went playground , eat-ed n talk-ed . awhile jiu go home le . although i nt hungry bt still eat my lunch liaox , dun wan make the gastric more worse , dun wan harm myself . 8 more days to my chinese O lvl paper !!! scary ! tmr gt band , ^^ happy (: it seem lyk going to rain nw ... hmm n also almost whole idk is going bck audi , shld i go bck ? thinking ... think nt ba ...




hoping u guys wund talk abt results ... seriously dun wan to think abt it . it juz making myself look stupid . sorry , bt i dun to talk abt it . haix . i hate tht i need to go bck to the place i once was , it tiring to pick urself up n restart the whole journey again . it reali reali hard ... it alway get harder each tym , coz i dunno how to let go again . during weekend when i didn't saw his face i wund think so much , bt today i see it make me think alot alot ... haix ...i trying to be hyper n happy . yea i am nw , bt when alone , jiu sian diao , keep think ... aiya , cn someone lyk create a water tht help me to forget everything . chinese ppl say gt these kind of water , bt is when i die liaox den gt . i den dun wan die lehhx . hahax . (: nt emo bt thinking alot alot ... making my mind so tired , which make me wan to sleep alot ? i guess so .... hahax . tmr band (: