life's full of up and down

things doesn't always go according to what we plan .. so many unpredictable incident . for example, was pretty fine tdy , nt sure wht happen .. become enemy alrdy ? didn't even had a chance to explain , den sentence to death alrdy . isn't quite unfair ? I didn't even knw what's wrong . avoiding doesn't solve any issues right ? at least at my point of view .. it's better to talk face to face at least we knw whether if it's a misunderstanding .

wasn't in the best mood of my life for these few days , have been thinking alot .. upset and disappointment are the only 2 words that cn described how I felt for the past few days .. didn't expect things to turn out this way .. where's the promise u once said ? gone ? if you can't keep ur promise , why in the first place u wan to make the promised ?

lets focus of what I have nw , rather than what I have lost .. there might be ppl that are in a much worse situation as compare to me .. hence I shld focus what I have nw . 知足常乐！have a bunch of crazyy BFF supporting me , so I'm gonna get through it ! thankful tht they appear in my life , without them I might not able to get to where am I nw . I'm sure I'm gonna cherish them !! too in love with them alrdy ! plus my family as well .. although they don't show , but I still feel their overflowing love . hahaha , it's true . they are always there for me , and I'm so gladddddd (: met pei pei for a short meet up ytd ! miss working with her ! plus I finally meet my darlings tdy for dinner .. omq , totally went crazy with them ! time always pass so fast when we r tgt ! nvr enough for us ! looking forward to the nxt meeting with them !!

if he choose to believe them , so be it .. wasn't fated to be friend I guess ? if he doesn't trust me , den we aren't friend . what's friendship without trust ?