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comment (0) i hope i'm thinking too much.. i just can't stop thinking if people is hating me or angry at me, i'm not sure i'm too sensitive or what. the fact is i really don't have high self-esteem, so i'm always thinking people judge me by my looks etc. people really do, just that we wouldn't know. not trying to be emo to be attention seeker, but the fact is does anyone know how i really feel ? i treasure every single relationship (not the bgr) , i take it to heart what ever had bee said. not xiao qi, but den i care too much i guess. i'm a person that i need u to tell me u love me everyday, because i'm insecure .. i don't think i'm important to anyone.. always laughing doesn't mean i'm happy . it's really just a mask i need to wear, because nobody knows how it really feel like to be me , huien. if someone asked are you ok ? it's always fine, why? because i'm not sure how to answer if there's anything wrong. i'm sorry being me. |