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jealousy ? maybe ...
Wednesday, December 28, 2011 @ Wednesday, December 28, 2011 |
comment (0)  since age i posted , 12 days ago . meet up with my girls for a zoo trip tdy ! have awesome tym getting crazy with them . teng and me were acting like kiddy , crzy girls ! feeling guilty for nt getting the girl x'mas present tdy :/ shall get it soon , bt i'm so busy with works and house-chores , didn't even have much tym with my hw . shall really get strted , another few days sch gonna strt alrdy . didn't had a celebration for x'mas with my friends or family . my Christmas was just plainly boring , and partly i was in melaka for somebody wedding . do hope i cn spent my tym with my girls ! my parents is getting more lovely as usual , happy for them . hate it whn they argue , bt they hardly do alrdy . hehe , gd thing ! (Y) well , time really passes real fast without us knowing , 2011 is coming to the end . do hope 2012 cn be a better year for me , giving these crap a stop . although i didn't mention much abt the incident anymore , i still feel so crappy abt wht happen . somehow i'm getting mentally tired , real tired . bt i couldn't share with anyone cause i couldn't . i may look or sound cheerful at time , i do still need someone to tell me it's okay , i'm gonna be here for u . let not be strong anymore , for once . cry ur heart out . seeing my friends getting fun in poly , make me pity myself . how could i be such a failure , being in such state in poly . is it about jealously ? i have no idea ... i'm glad tht they are happy , bt at the same tym i feel crappy abt myself . my life is surrounded by them , and for them they are surrounded by others and me . stay strong for too long , i need a break . i need you to be thr for me . awaits ... cherish every moment
Friday, December 16, 2011 @ Friday, December 16, 2011 |
comment (0)  finally sch's out nw , test are over . holidays strt . the test wasn't very hard , except tht Qmethod was quite tricky . do hope i can ace it . kinda regret joining so many activities , cause i don't have tym for my dears ! having camp , outing and packing day . wow ! and i have econ , Qmethod and system & concept tool project due whn sch strt . not forgetting the individual computer programming major project . oh well , busy schedule i have . well , let stop talking abt sch work , met my girls tdy (: had mahjong at teng house , and dinner @ kovan . awesome day with them , all the craziness and laughing . order lots of food though ! :P and bin bin gave us ( teng , me , yao ) x'mas present ! hehe ! <3 it , it's a necklace (: i don't knw wht to get for the 3 ladies . cherish every moment with my girls , <3 them . although we hardly meet , but i know they are always there for me . if you were there , it's more perfect . what's the matter ?
Wednesday, December 7, 2011 @ Wednesday, December 07, 2011 |
comment (0)  what am i doing ? i don't have the courage like i do in the past . what should i do ? |