await for mircale ! n only u cn make the differents !

chirstmas is coming (: hahax , everything have passed . suddenly miss the tym we
had . cherish ^^ well one band , one sound ! well , everything is a memories ! nice (:

LOL LOL ! after seeing the tag , my mind was lyk LOL !!! u r so polite man !!! too polite ! LOL LOL ! haix , since u r so polite , shawn u dun need reply my tag ! coz is so LOL , dun need reply ! hahax ! hehex , today last band practice b4 camp (: ok , actually was looking forward to the camp de , bt see the amount of ppl go jiu a bit sian , coz is lyk only half plus a little of the band ... haix , is band thtboring meh ? come la ~~ ppl come ~~ (: i nt going for the concert on sunday coz maybe going malaysia ! malaysia here i come ~~~ today after band went hougang mall wid ayuni , she went to buy her stuff , den company me eat KFC ! haha ! after tht we walk home frm hougang mall ! XP the walk is nt tired at all (: b4 waling home , meet-ed denise , pass herthe booklet for the band camp de . head-ed home , help-ed my mom mop the floor den use com nw (: hahah ! quite tired nw ... hahax ! ok , i need tym to heal the wound !!!! when i learnt to let go , nt coz i dun love u bt is becoz i love u too much (: ppl , we need tym to heal ^^ nt emo gal anymore , bt it still hurt ! arh ! hahax ! nvr mind .... reply tag nxt tym ! BYE BYE ! ^^

think i'm updating almost everyday ! wow ! quite long nvr lyk tht liaox . think i'm quite bored ! i also running out of books to read ! aiya ! tmr gt band practice , i dunno i looking forward or nt ... watever ! i still have to go no matter wad rite ? floor tmr flying off ! sadded ! hey floor muz miss me horrx ! LOVE YOU !! @@ cry ! will miss u lotx , nobody cn chat wid me on phone liaox >< hahax ! n muz have fun too ! i'm sure when u come bck cn share wid me alot funny things de ba (: hahax ! bye bye !!




ok , i dunno wad reali going through my mind . bt i was telling myself to forget u , bt funny thing is when i daydreaming , u juz 'pop' out ! LOLx ! hahax ! i need ttym to heal everything ! bt i hope mircale will stll happen ! i wish the place is mine ! nt emo gal anymore (:

updating a short one . today morning went singapore expo wid family . buy super lotx of thing , gt food n others la . hahax . spent hours walking around , quite tired . (: hahax , den went eat lunch . have sushi ! nice (: hahax . den went dad office , stay there for quite awhile . came home - watched tv n nw using com ! bye ! update more the nxt tym (:

hmm , wondering should i put my blog open or nt ... was glad to hear tht ytd bin thy all having fun (: hahax . actually i wan go bt no money ! sadded ! i very long nvr go bowling le ! wawa ! hahax . yu xiang tell me today 6honesty outing is boring , hahax , lucky i nvr go . hahax ! well , i think i cn put down le ba , dun care liaox ! although sometym may still hurt a little , bt yea we have to put down . i wund hate him de !XP gt fren jiu cn lerr . they will support me de hor ?? idk guild rock ! hahax . HAPPY IDK DAY! is 18th months since it started ! although we have fight n argue , bt our friendship is strong ! good n bad memories will bring bck tears ! hahax , we have to leave each other soon . after grad, jiu hard to meet each other le . muz stay in contact k ppl ? hahax . reali glad to noe them ! hahaxx . today i juz stay at home read book , a bit bored la , hahax . i wan go out on mon ... see who free . looking forward for band camp ! (:bye bye !

i dun get it . why my heart was so pain when i thought 26 days ltr of today ? although he may be 1 m away frm me , bt it seem lyk he is thousand mile apart . xing tong also no use , bt y it still hurt till like a knife cutting my heart into half . wa , i think i will rot at home .... nt going out for long tym ... hoping for another outing wid idk , bt nt bowling , doing something we nvr try b4 , n of course muz be fun ! looking forward to floor come bck australlia so cn organise a outing ! nth to blog liaox . bye !




i've learnt goodbye will always hurt. Picture of our friendship can never be replace . Good or bad memories will bring back tear And words can never replace those feeling .
-♥ friendship

today have a band tryout again . more slack den tue . nt fun de , partly is myself nvr play larrx . lolol ! after tht me , elena n ayuni went cp for lunch . kfc again ... hahax , wan save money ma :P hmm , den went popular see the farewell gift ... on the way there saw shawn they all la ... LOL ! we went rp see them ( on tue ) today they also go cp . LOL !! today band was ok , coz gwen gt come ! yea yea ! grt someone pei me talk :P hahax , if nt i'm so bored la ... wa , at LT combine . super damn cold !! sit under the air con , n rain somemore >< so cold siaaaa !!!!! today band relase early so went rp have dinner coz mommy nvr cook ... reached home - sweep n mop the floor . damn tired de lorr . tmr , teng , bin , darius n yun hui going bowling . have fun ppl ! n n tmr is sec 4 grad. high tea ? think so , so ppl have fun too (: hahax . me tmr stay at home sleep ! :P hehex ! anyway shall end here ! bye bye ! (:



tag replies :
yun hui : haha , i try (:
MEI ZHEN : yup yup ! (: hahax , lyk tht wund forget uue ma ! muz make ppl jealous ! hahax ! (:
HUITIAN : hello (: thx for tagging ! ^^
Cheryl : linked le (: hahax !

ok , update . today wanted to meet ayuni at 8.20 to have breakfast . bt ended up , both of us late ... so , i juz buy coffee , ayuni buy milo n (i forget ) den when we reach skul , although we r late , bt they haven't start . first game is h2o , den etc ... anyway at th last game , I GT MYSELF TOTALLY WET !!!!! WTH ! went to have lunch wid my wet clothing ><>< nxt tym den reply tag k ? lazy to reply .... bye bye (:

haix , quite of down . coz of him or fren ? idk . haix , ok i reali dunno wad happen to me . i keep thinking n thinking ... so many stuff , i dunno who to talk to . floor sick , cnt call her to chat . n cnt tell mz coz is abt my fren , she dunno them ... no one else :'( haixxx .... having mood swing ? O.o wa , ytd spent 3/4 of my tym sleeping . maybe nxt life i will become pig >< sleep so long . hahax . cherish . cherish wad u have b4 u lost everything . dun stop saying i love you , b4 its too late . maybe someday he or she will leave u ... y am i saying all these ? hmm , maybe due to fren ba . 0.o

ok , after off com , awhile jiu went out le . dad treat us to a restaurant coz mommy birthday ! (: happy 43th b'day mommy (: hahax . the dinner was great . hahaxx . den went home , felt aslp straight away . too tired . hahax . anyway nth to post , bye bye !

ok , i putting my blog more private ! i cnt stand anymore , i get wad floor mean . keep saying secret in front of u , bt dun wan let u noe . will pak chek de lorr !!! it been on for days , it making more n more pak chek for me . i cnt ren any longer . starting still ok , bt they testing the limit ! fck ! juz coz of them i'm being so moody >< ! wad the hell ! seriously why am i so angry for ? i also dunno . bt tht my limit , reali my limit ! i'm nt scolding them , bt yea my limit is gone . i have been trying to control my temper , if i lost my temper dun blame me , is u guys tested my limit . tht it !


today - floor is sick , so she didn't came to skul . yun hui n cheryl also nvr come skul , bt i dunno y la . ZzzZzzz , very tired , nw having headache ... lol , see him three tym in a role . actually was quite happy de coz to day last day go skul , bt yea i get pak chek ... after skul went bin house , lunch-ed n have nail poish on my nail la . see bin play audi , den headed home ... tmr need go bck skul , need clear my locker . -.- haixx .... looking forwad to band camp , i duuno y . i alway lyk camping ... lolx siaaa !!! these few weeks de band practice was quit ok wid me la , bt gwen didn't come , sadded coz i'm alone ... ytd was fun coz mz come bck ! miss her !! (: dunno wad post le , so end here . bye !

it been around a week since i update ? i think so , quite lazy to update la . let talk abt today . today morning was trying to finish up my lit . didn't finish . den ss , the teacher nvr come , so we have free period . wai , bin n yao was chatting . i was still doing my lit , wid adam n bernard . hahax , bt actually spenting our tym chatting . hahax . was having a lot of fun talking to them ^^ hmm , phy n chem was okok la . amath , doing matrix too . after sku went cp wid ayuni , ate n walk around . meet mr chin at 7-11 there . we waited outside the pizza hut for quite long to be seated . den crap crap .... finally we have meeting , around 4.30 finish . wa , the bill is 123 plus . hahax , bt i nvr eat anything . went home , need to sweep n mop the floor . n i'm so damn tired . ok , bye bye ....




hmmm ... still missing some pieces body , bt soon i cn find it . i'm sure i cn get over it , bt i need damn long of tym ... tiredness ~~

juz updating a little . ytd after skul went cp wid wai , yao n bin . went searching for books (: so long nvr go liaox , the last tym b4 ytd is wid ... haix ... den went shop a little n go kfc . take away -ed (: went wai house . forget wad we do le , bt haha , have fun . after tht sent bin home .



haixxx .... cry cry ! my fren say i very scary coz i say my sixth sense tell me i will see him is compass ytd . n i reali did . on tue after band also . today also ... is it fated to meet ?? hmmm.... i feeling lyk hugging ....... ah ! am i crazy n siao ? OMG !!!! arh arh @@ i dunno wad to do arh !! :(

went skul for normal lesson . hmm , nt bad , only four hours (: emath is ms chua n me teo tht teach us , did i spell wrong ? they nt tht bad la , bt i wan mrs lim , funny class , at least i wund wan to slp , bt i gt listen to class wor . learn wad is matrix . nt very hard ... yea our class no one retain (: happy ! hahax . had mac for breakfast coz yh is late , so she help us buy food (: my coffe went to rubbish bin coz she nve take the creamy , hahax , bitter >< so dun wan le . after skul went find teacher - ms chang . we talked , hmm seriously i dunno if i wan to go ma . after tht went rp find floor they all . they all went buy food , i only brought bubble tea . seriously nt hungry ... these few days keep having gastric , think coz i keep skip meal ba , keep sleeping . even i'm full i would have gastric pain , hungry also ... haix . too bad i dunno how to take care of my body ... hahax . went playground , eat-ed n talk-ed . awhile jiu go home le . although i nt hungry bt still eat my lunch liaox , dun wan make the gastric more worse , dun wan harm myself . 8 more days to my chinese O lvl paper !!! scary ! tmr gt band , ^^ happy (: it seem lyk going to rain nw ... hmm n also almost whole idk is going bck audi , shld i go bck ? thinking ... think nt ba ...




hoping u guys wund talk abt results ... seriously dun wan to think abt it . it juz making myself look stupid . sorry , bt i dun to talk abt it . haix . i hate tht i need to go bck to the place i once was , it tiring to pick urself up n restart the whole journey again . it reali reali hard ... it alway get harder each tym , coz i dunno how to let go again . during weekend when i didn't saw his face i wund think so much , bt today i see it make me think alot alot ... haix ...i trying to be hyper n happy . yea i am nw , bt when alone , jiu sian diao , keep think ... aiya , cn someone lyk create a water tht help me to forget everything . chinese ppl say gt these kind of water , bt is when i die liaox den gt . i den dun wan die lehhx . hahax . (: nt emo bt thinking alot alot ... making my mind so tired , which make me wan to sleep alot ? i guess so .... hahax . tmr band (: