yea , ytd went for PTM . wasn't tht bad lyk i thought in my mind . haix . talked to both form teacher . haix . i dunno wad am i thinking these few days . all the thinking is so weird . i'm myself again , bt wad i think is kinda of weird man ... haix . i'm so bored ~ i looking forward to band camp , after tis cnt play muz le . elena say we will doing some formation . hope she was rite . it fun ! (: hahaxx . ytd nite sleep damn deep coz nth is troubling miie . hahax . i nw looking forward to band practice , it reali wasn't tht bad anymore . hahax . end here , bye !



huitian : thx (: i will try (:



hmm , i trying hard to start all over again , bt his image keep pop up suddenly . hahax . frm nw i think i noe wad to do , i will keep it to myself , stay focus on my study first . after this den think abt it . i will hide tis feeling deep in my heart , maybe few weeks ltr i will be ok ? well , i hope so . i dun i nt tht weak , soon i will be stronger den i noe . hahax . thousand mile apart .....

haix , today is PTM , i hvn go skul yet , mine is in the afternoon . scared scared sia !! bt i think zi yao xiao yi xiao , mei sen me guo bu liao . bt still i cnt get into deep sleep ytd nite , too anxious . muz try hard nxt tym !! if i dun keep my own promise , i will get everything f9 nxt year ! so i muz reali reali study hard ! no more fooling around ! jy everyone !! well , ytd band start 3.3o , so long nvr so late le . he xun do drill , keep turning round , for goodness sick i juz went to the toilet to vomit coz too full >< bt after tht they were having bonding section , blow wind blow . nt bad lar , bt i wasn't tht well or high to play . after tht , went take instrument lorrx , have combine , nt bad la our playing , i'm so lonely ~ the seniors of my section nvr come , only miie ... sadded . hahax . anyway make ann. jiu fall out , went home . sms-ed alot ppl on the way home . reach home cnt go shower directly , coz i cnt go in my rm n take my stuff , bro having tuition . ytd nite nvr reali done anything , coz very tired , think coz during skul tym too hyper .


wow , he reali thought tht i'm tht flirt of course i still love him den wan to noe who he lyk now rite ? is he acting stupid is it ? i alway after breaking den cn see clearly how important him is to me ?? y ? i reali dunno why ....i was trying my very best to act cheerful in front of them , wanted to show tht i cn live better widout them , bt it juz a cover ... it hurting . nt showing tht it hurt , does nt mean tht it not hurtful . it reali does ... i thought i was well protected in tis relationship , i thought he wund be able to hurt me lyk ian do , bt it still do , altohugh it may nt as hurt as him , bt still . i wanted to hear his voice , bt when i do , it seem lyk it thousand mile apart frm miie . huien u have to pick up urself ! bt i dunno how ...

update !!!hmm ... i getting anxious these few days , dunno whyy ??? dun feel lyk posting , so bye bye ! (:

let update ... well , i rotting at home . hahax ! hmm , last post quite emo sia ... nvr mind i getting better already . hahax . bring laughter into my life !! (: u happy also pass one day , nt happy also live on . so y nt live happily (: nothing is impossible rite ? ytd , around evening went meet wai , walk around the shops near our house , had cheese fries , den went cut hair . waited damn long lorrx . hai , we waited around 1 plus . i cut bck my bangs , wai teng cut short hair . damn damn short , n she is so piss . relax k ? is nt tht bad lar ... hmm ... wad shld i do ? i am damn bored . hahax . sun der class outing nt going coz dun feel lyk going . hahaxx . tue gt band ler (: n ss501 is relasing their new album tht day . hahax . anyway nxt tym den reply tag , lazy ! sry ! :P bye bye !

ok , my exam is finally over . haix , the nightmare is nt finish yet . the results is nt out yet . haix , having a long weekend , 5 days dun need go skul adding sat n sun . today after skul went buy mac wid floor , yao n wai teng. den went to wai house , they play show hand , i only play wid them for dai di . yaya ... i win , den they went home . i stay at wai house , watch big bang der intimate note n legend , well the ending is lol derrx . came home , mop the floor , den slack around lorrx . well , i am super bored juz nw . was msging him juz nw .




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i think i reali fallen love wid u , seeing ur name in her blog make my heart pain . yea i jealous , n u nvr noe . i didn't realize i reali lyk u till i saw wad u tag on her blog , iie dunno is u or some other person wid same name as u , i juz noe my heart ache when i saw . if is reali u , i will say wow ! i tagged in ur blog , u nvr reply , u tagged on her blog , bt nt mine . wow , seriously wow u noe ... i dunno when i start to lyk u , bt nw i noe as wad wai teng say i reali fallen for you ....