so what now ?

today was an ok day ? school was normal , met wai teng and yun bin before going school . as I expected , failed my overall for English . really need get a tuitor . left 152 days before o lvl . time flies ! I'm getting worried for my o lvl . this coming monday will be o level chinese , good luck people ! meet ms pilo to ask her about the mock paper . then went to wai teng house to play farmville , etc . came home at 5 plus . sis fail her driving , hope she can pass next time .


is that what you called backstab ? have you ever thought how you treated me ? how would I know you will tell me ? sometime you just don't tell me . I told you yesterday , I wasn't really angry that you lie . maybe you didn't lie , but in the first place you use a story to cover why you close your blog . it irritated me cause you wasn't planning to tell me , so seriously how will I know you will say out your post ? posting that post , are you refering that i'm the one to be blame ? maybe I'm in the wrong , I'm wrong that I shouln't have tell yun bin anything . oya , and you promise not to say . you do not have my trust anymore , you lost it when I know what you told her . dar , stay with me , hold me tight . I'm so afraid that i'll lost you again .

hmm , today isn't a great day . is wasn't or isn't ? anyway today morning we have Chinese paper 1 again , think wouldn't score well cause the paper is too hard ! mrs lim was sick today , so I have 4 periods free . wow , played alot . bt the mrs kho ? ( I dunnno her name ) went up to the class say we making a lot noise in the library , but she is not there ! and two classes is there , of course noise right ? but she say our fault . unfair ! after skul went compass , have lunch at library . the dish is nice , should go try . chatted and window shop , went home . n here I am , using my iphone to update again , lazy to on the computer .


things sometime just turn out this way , you will never expect what gong to happen . thx god that you are beside me . dar , I love you ! stay strong alway ! our relationship seem to be a ride on ... hug me tightly cn ? sometime I do scared I will fall .

hey , today is a road run eh , I'm 23rd , bt i'm totally nt proud of it . even I walk , I cn get top 50 as well ... yeah . anywayz today after the road run , went Wai teng house . play mahjong . win quite alot tym, bt we nvr play wid money , however I'm happy wid tht ^^ hahax , I'm happy tht I win ^^ hahax . dar gt 14th for today road run . nice nice :) dar ran pass me . hahax , pro lorrx ! hahax . my muscle is still aching . I complaint alot , I noe tht . bt tht is me , wad to do ... overall today is a fun day .


so yeah , I nw den saw yun hui post , well I'm sorry if I did anything wrong . I did told u guys abt today , I asked if we wan go eat nt , bt change idea . nt telling the idea for today I'm sry as well , I forget abt it. nt I forget u , bt tis matter. after today I still find tht maybe I still cnt be trusted by u guys rite ? yeah , maybe . it's totally hurt here , deep inside my heart . I jus hope , at least deep inside ur heart , I have a place there , as a good frenz .I'm so scared tht I'm nt strong enough to hold u , bt I know I cnt let go of u , coz of a simple reason - I love you ! so dar , u muz stay beside me . I'm so afraid to lose you again .

suddenly I dun understand any of you ? what is happening ? I'm confused ! wid frenz n Shawn . I need u, stay with me ok ? this month is a hard time for both of us , we'll stay strong ok ? I'm not going to let go of ur hand , so does you . dar, I love you !

i miss band so much . i miss my section !

today is sat again ! hahax . so long nvr chat on phone wid Selina , miss the tym we chat , so much laughter , bt nw seem lyk both of us r too busy to have tym for each other le :( muz find someday to chat ! I gt so many things to tell u ! nn u Noe me the best ! ^^ u noe how I feel almost everytime :) saying goodbye is alway so hard . - random . bt is true . for friends , family or boyfriend .




wid u around , I'm happy , n as long as u r happy , I'm too .
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for so long nvr updated le , kinda dun care much for tis blog , it lyk so dead . kinda upset nw , seem lyk my result is improving n deproving at the same tym . haix , so sad la , quite a few tests nvr do well . nw using iPhone to update again coz lazy to on com . other than my results is lyk nt stable , other things still ok ok . today is Gwen b'day ^^ happy b'day ^^ ytd was bin ones ; hahax , quite alot may baby . hahax , Shawn b'day surprised end up nt very success one , hahax , bt hope at least everyone enjoy themselves ^^ haha ... ytd have a booster session , kinda boring . we ran to rp juz to buy bubble tea , so lol . hahax . today pe , played soccor , so funn ^^ hahax. bt today is a tiring day =D hahax . frm nxr week onward , eveyone will have mock Chinese paper everyday , so chan. went lunch wid bin n Yao today , chatted not much , bt we shop very long , hahax . ^^ had alot fun today juz lyk tht tym went daiso to buy things . hahax .

thx dar , to be there when I'm nt in the gd mood ^^ u have ways to cheer me up ^^
I love you !

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hey ppl , quite long nvr update le :P kinda busy these few days coz speech day coming . hahax , anyway today is my b'day ^^ i reali have a great fun wid leez ^^ tis year b'day is the best ^^ thx idk-ers n shawn , he xun , liang hao , jospeh , qian ping , heri n hakim ^^ for the surprise ^^ one is on friday at skul one is today at pizza hunt ^^ thx for the wishes everyone ! n rui min ur cute presents n also idk give de present ^^ plus plus the iphone cover ! ^^ loveya !! u will find out , i keep saying thx , bt other den thx i dunno wad to say le XP bt i reali wan say a BIG THANK YOU to every single one of u tht make my b'day a enjoyable one ! ^^ n dun have any photo for both surprised :X hahax . i'm 16 nw ~ hahax , NC 16 show i watch le ^^ yeah ~~




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updating here , errm nth to update actually ... PTM i dun lyk ... anyway today i cutted mt hair TT quite short :( haix , hope cn grow faster ! (: only slpt 6 hours today coz morning too hungry i wake up jiu cnt fell aslp le , well i'm reali piggg :( byeee !!





iloveyou !

Hiie ppl , using iPhone to blog again so no pics :x anywayz this Adam Khoo camp I rate 5 star ! It reali bring alot laugh to me n let me learn alot values for our life n strategy to study . on the second day I cry alot , coz is reali making me think alot n know tht how life n my family members . Thx Andrea , gary n priscilla for teaching me so much things :) treasure wad u have ppl ~

Using iPhone again coz is late already n I'm damn tired. So u will ask y I still dun go slp , coz my hair still wet , waiting for it dry ... so came blogging ba . Today camp is definately fun man ! I lyk tis camp :) so much laugh :) reali had a great tym today , learn quite a number of things too :) anywayz think nw cn slp le , nitex ppl :)

Hey ppl out there , using my iPhone to updated again coz I'm doing my work half way , bt dun have mood to do so come blog awhile ba :) today band was ok , lesson was also ok :) bt we r having a performance on the 18 April ! Oh great ! Tht is my b'day !!! Wth ! First tym my b'day land on some day lyk this . Maybe cn celebrate wid frenz so maybe nt a bad thing ba . Well , I hope so . Hmm , quite look forward to the camp on the 24 to 26 march de , seem fun to me , bt so late sia :( think will be very tired lorrx , nn tmr gt geo test ! Oh crap ! Test test test everyday arh ?? Scary ! Anywayz byee here , go do my hw liaox :p

so high up tht i cnt even able to get hold of it .


hey ppl , well today is totally a waste of tym ! why ? coz i have nt been studying , i was slping ... ok , tht is so huien . hahax . well , ytd i didn't went for mdm qin bbq , sad sad :( bt my tuition say i quite hardworking , damn happy ! hehex , actually i nt very hardworking la ... anywayx tuition was ok , manage to get through the 1h 30 min (: b4 tht went for band , was boring after all , chatted wid gwen , play qp itouch :P slacking day for me (: bt i was so pissed off ( due to my dad ) den went home wid qp coz both of us gt tuition . well , chatted wid her too ( u noe , we'r gals so is very normal la ) anyway today mommy is nt feeling well again , n my bros is acting lyk a monster , totally cn coz me have a heart attack n die ... reali horrible , bt they was punish nw ... kneeling in front of my dad n being cane . so yea , i dun care coz they reali cn get on ur nerves . tmr gt tuition too , emath tuition (: will be fun ba coz is roy teaching (: i lyk him teach , damn lots of jks (:


i juz feel tht my heart is gonna break anytym .

juz changed my blogskin :) tiredness .

hello , wanted to do my chinese hw , bt having a headache , think i ltr den do ba . feel kind of crappy today as well , haix .... tmr still gt band , i dun feel lyk going coz is drill . i dun lyk =X
nth to say le , bye .


i have live for 5794 days already . in these thousand of days , i have many memories , no matter is sad or happy , it going follow me rite ?cn u come bck ? awaits for mircales !

I'm using my iPhone to updated my blog . well I am mooding today . I dunno y ... well , I think only bin noe who is affecting me . so crap la ... Today had band , well it was ok :) played some old song :) nice nice . I nw den realise I cnt go mdm Qin BBQ coz I gt tuition at nitex , den somemore I cnt change ... I'm waiting for something tht will nvr happen am I ? Haixxx .... I cnt upload the photo on the sport day , sry yao Yao , bt I will try asap. :) byeee

hey ppl . let post abt these few days

tue

had physic class test n ss test , well dun ask me how much i'm going to get , i dunno=X anyway after ss test went rp wid wai n bin , had kfc for lunch . i think we r somehow crazy , we keep laugh n laugh , laugh until stomach pain =X even when we go ntuc buy things , we r still laughing , i think ppl will think we r crazy . bt i had my fun there , was reali reali funny (: n was reali tiring XP


wed

hmmm .... sport day today (: well , all 8 member of idk is there ~ yea . reali had fun , i took alot pic , well the pic on bin blog was so ugly , i mean the one tht have my face . den when wai house play majong , i lost alot money . cry cry , bt still fun (:


thur

have skul today , everyone was so tired :( so class was ok , den amath test , i have no confident in passing , oh crap lorrx . den went band , for awhile only . mz came bck , chatted on the way home (: hahax . overall conclusion i'm tired coz i have tuition on 7.30 to 9 :X


today

today skul was overall . LOL for the chinese test , coz teacher made so many mistake in making :X after test , went take my o lvl chinese cert. den go hall find shawn they all . plan to go study bt end up no . i spent most of my tym talking to sam , i'm so lazy to mve around . actually is nt lazy is my stomach pain until i reali wan cry . even eat panadol also no use . crappy ! den after tht went rp wid lh , heri n shawn for lunch . we crapped alot , well sorry heri i accidentally scatch u . i'm so tired today , n my stomach reali reali hurt lyk i dunno how to say .... looking forward on mdm qin bbq , she is a great teacher ! she is cute (: hahax , so kind of her inviting to hcl go (: i mean only 4e2 de la (: yea ! well , nxt week i need go bck skul almost everyday . =X well , jy ppl ! band exchange tmr , so ppl jy ! (: tiredness ~ oya , ppl relinked le (:

juz having a short post nw , kinda tired today . hmm , today lesson was ok , overall la . after tht went for band , was late . mr chin nagged . band have sectional n combine , was nt in my very best mood . i go around hitting ppl , oh well crap . sryy ppl , i juz being crazy in a way la . well , i'm pissed . hmm , juz say i'm short temper ? bt i juz dun lyk it . wad to do ? everyone have something they dun lyk wad , cnt blame me ... walked home wid same ppl . reached home , kena nag , i was kind of expected so nt surprised at all ... study through ss for awhile , den do chinese e learning , den come blog awhile luhhx . tmr having two test -ss n physic . bye ppl , going mug le (: oya , i realise something , something tht i hope i dunno lorrx =X regretted thinking too much .

hi , bck posting ? well , i'm going die soon , my sore throat n cough is nt getting better , even worse i getting worse . gg liaox :( today went to first tuition , well nt bad , i cn understand it :) bt i cough non stop . dieing ... -.- crap ! tmr is e-learning day , no need go skul , great i cn slp more (: muz rest well (: huien jy ! bt i'm so stress :( gg liaox gg liaox :X today band was boring coz i only went for sectional , well sat i cnt go for welcome party coz tuition -.- well well ... tht all . bye bye .

crap , my left ear hurt lyk ..... dunno how say , si bei sian lehh , damn pain la TT even more crap is tht i'm lyk going sick again , wth ! LOL , i dun feel lyk talk abt today coz lazy =X well , i realise something , when form a clique u muz reali very close to them all , if nt from a clique they will form many clique , i guess although u seem to be very close to us , bt u r so far away frm us , i juz dun lyk it . wad the point the point of having tis clique ? sometym i question myself tis :( why lyk tht ? maybe i'm also one of it bt i still close u all arh , sometym is hard to balance everything at once , bt i tried my best n it seem ok to me . n i also realise i dunno u as well as i do two year ago , bt wad cn i do rite ? there is nth i cn do ! drag u bck ? nono , no use , body here , soul nt wid us . i wish these cn stop at once n for all , well tht wad i hope bt life is juz lyk tht . maybe there is no point thinking abt tis ba , maybe we look close bt we r stranger ba ? bye bye .

my bro n cousin :) cute hor ? (:

a short update here , after geo test when meet mz , she nt in a gd mood so i pei her chatted (: hahax , after tht went find someone , super funny jksss happen , bt ya la ..... the conclusion is i'm very tired . so bye ppl ! (:

today is a so tiring day ! @#$% walau teacher give us the wrong chapter on the chem test ! PISSED ! haix ! today band was okok (: other than tht nth le ba . anyway tmr have geo test , sianx ! bye ppl ! go study le (:

oh crap ! i still feeling crappy ?@#$% i dunno why ... oh hell ! a random post , bye bye !

LOL LOL ! my life sux ! stress ! stress ! stress ! everyday testsssss !!! well , looking on the bright side i'll be free after tis year ! i'm going mug hard hard ! muz win jk ! ok , is hard la ... bt try (: wed - went wai house bai nian ! (: learnt how to play ma jiang (: nice nice ! bt still feel crappy tht day coz i lost money , well , lucky is nt wid me tht day bt still i have fun !
thur - band ! sectional was great for me n gwen ! (: coz we finish the song ! (: (: yea yea ! bt i'm late so need do pumping , den my hand start to ache today , oh crap !
fri - went hougang point to buy lunch , went floor house bai nian (: so funn ! was playing wid her dog ,cookie (: she so cute ! den dai di n watch movie (: her house gt pps so yea ! (: after tht was crappy thing happen so dun need talk abt it =X so yea .
bt nxt week will be so crap , everyday gt tests ?! i wonder how am i going cope ... belated happy chinese new year ! bye ppl ^^

oh yea , finally i update , bt wad the point rite ? nobody come read , why bother rite ? oh well , kinda stress already , juz starting of the year , how am i going to live for the rest of the year , i drowning wid hw n tests . wow . these few weeks cnt go lunch wid idk-ers coz the backbone thingy , so i think i missed out alot stuff . oh well , who to blame ? myself ? maybe ba . huien pls mug harder ! u r still far way behind ! argh ! bye ppl

hello , i'm updating my blog ! (: how rare to see :P anywayz let talk abt skul , skul is quite stress nw , every week gt tests ! errm , i still nt at my best performance ... shyt ! hai hai ... ok , it three weeks frm new year , wow tht fast rite ? i haven't brought my new year clothing ... dun talk abt study anymore , i only noe i need to mug harder ...
i dunno y , i'm feeling kind of down these few days ... of course there is reasons behind it rite ? sometym i realize tht most ppl dun understand me , only few ... damn few .... byeee ppl ~