updated ! well . mood nt gd . today gt committe meeting . well , is abt someone leaving us . sad man . iie going to miss them ! they r so kind n gd ended up they have to leave us . when they came , we dun reali lyk them . bt ended we lyk them . man ! iie going to miss them . tmr muz bring tissue paper . haix . when they r there we nvr cherish them ? bt they nw lwaving . they have stayed wid us around a year plus . bt so soon . haix ..... iie dunno wad cn iie say . does the results matter alot ? 1 min on stage is nvr enough to see the band effort . >< haixx . sorry ! we didnt respect uue when first came ? nw at teng house .

update ! hahax . take bck the result ytd . well , nt gd at all . haix . three fail . emath , amth n physic . well , disappointed . thought iie wund fail der , bt ended up lyk shyt . haix . blame who ? blame myself . haix . seriously didnt do very well lar . yea , everyone cn guess tht iie cried . ><>< n on friday gt road run .

updated !! ok , it lyk two weeks ago is my last post . well , iie kind of lazy to post . finally , my exam is over . cn somehow relax a little . today dun need go skul coz iie dun have any paper . hahax . stayed at home sleep . ok , so ytd is my last paper . after the paper , went prepared for yun bin suprised . coz is her birthday maa . hahax . she lyk shocked when we went into her rm . hahax . den she make wishes den cut the cake n eat ! hahax . den play cards , game of life . bt iie was lyk rotting . coz iie wan slp bt can't get into sleep . so watch them play . den everyone went home . hwee jun n yun hui wan go home study bio , den yao also need go home . den floor see everyone go home she also went home . den iie the only stayed at bin house . play com , den go hougang green buy lunch . den came back watch video . den iie play game , bin sleep . after tht we went her rm den talk talk talk lorr . hahax . miie went home . shower , watch tv . den in the nite chat wif floor . den went slp liaox . wake up at 9.50 , slack around . have my lunch den use com lorr .

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO HWEE JUN , YUN BIN , CAROL !
N HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GWEN ! hahaX . if iie am nt wrong (: n cai jun birthday coming up too ! anywayx iie ending my post here . hahax !


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updated ! ok , today morning woke up at 8 plus . den went wai house around 9 plus . had tuition wif wai frm 10 to 12 . den after tht have lunch wif wai family den continue our homework . quite alotxx . hahax . bt nvm nxt week den pass up . den awhile we play cared n watch d-gray man den iie went home liaox . reach home liaox continue my hw . gt quite a few iie dunno how to do . tmr also gt tuition , is physic . today is amath . errm , first tym teach by tis tuition teacher . he quite young n funny . hahax . his teaching nt bad . :) n he also say tht if miie or wai nvr make careless mistake , he treat us for movie , bt iie dun think will lar . miie n wai alway make careless mistake . hahax . mon will be eng , tue is ss n amath , wed is physic . others iie dun rmb liaox . mye so scary ! everyone jys ! hope to pass my exam wif flying colours ! nn ppl birthdday is coming up ! hahax .




STRESS !!!!

am iie a coward ? iie am scared , panick . reali panick . if iie drop all my hard work have gone waste . iie reali scared . nobody is there for miie . someone fall n nvr climb up - tht miie . wad the point of living ? iie dunno . iie live for no one . who shld iie live for ? it reali hauted my dream wif dropping n .....somehow it proud tht iie keep them unknown abt these stuff . hope they will never noe . the fear is creeping bck to my heart , it scary . it nt going to end , it mean it will nvr end .

iie juz going to have a short post . well , few more days jiu MYE . tht very fast . iie wonder if iie cn remain taking the subjects iie wan . haix . iie sure everyone is scared . most of the tym iie wund say iie scared or stress up in front of others lar . bt iie am reli stress up . mayb to others nt , coz iie look too relax . seriously iie am scared ! super . haix . well , selina is sick , hwee jun also sick . wa so many ppl sick . GUYS , MYE coming so muz take care ur body dun fall sick nw . tc ! haix . today committee meeting was cancel . tht was a sudden . bt ok lorr . tmr have pral exam . hope everyone score well ! JY ! haixxxxx . man iie miiss uue seniors . cannt upload pic . coz nt wif miiee . >< only take wif melisa der :)

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huien~ wai teng : ya iie noe :) hahax

iie going to miss all the seniors .

updated ! ytd went long johnfor lunch wif floor , teng , yao n bin . den went bin house do project . didnt finish . need yun bin to finish . so sorry ! finish half of my physic hw , den went slp . super damn tired ytd . den today , have normal lesson . lalax . den have CRT . the lesson was very funny . den have quiz , sure get 0 larr . den went out lunch wif ayuni . den Speech day rehearsl . den uniform check , iie nvr bring . den take bus home wif ayuni n denise . n nw using com lorr .




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wth . freak man !

upated . yea today is my birthday . hahax . old liaox . :) nn thx idk-ers . gt surprised frm uue guys . thx lotx !!! haha . have chemistry test in the morning . haix . cn fail liaox . still in wi house . keep playing game , watch tv , talk . well , quite fun . hahax . nn we keep eat . hahax . going home soon . lalax thx everyone der wishes ^^ ytd gt speech day rehearsl . very hot n tired . haixxx . tht all .




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huien~ Mei Zhen : ok . iie get it . bt iie given up . there is no hope for miie . Ps , will link uue asap .
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update ! well , have normal skul day . have e.geo n e math test . well nth muchabt it . den went eat , went band . teach the sec 1 their new song . den went hougang mall wif teng . den she brought my presents . well , 4 ppl buy tht present . coz 17.90 . ya , iie noe everything . den tmr have band ... den nth much ler . 2 more days to my birthday . end post




well , iie juz found bck my soul n heal the wound . forget abt him .



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huien~yao : uue see . nt iie see , he juz a frend plz .

ok , iie am feeling damn weird ?! iie dunno larr . it juz tht iie feeling empty . today dun need go skul . rot at home , reading twilight etfc again . going finish the four books liaox . errm , keeping myself busy wif books . well , ok today dun reali feel very well . bt haix , the day is going to be over ler rite ? my mind r confuse nw . well , ytd have my nafa , didnt do well lyk last year . bt iie gt a , b , 2c n a d . so okok lor . our class smell ytd . hahax cuz we have pe in the moring . play hand ball . so everyone was lyk smell . hahax . have amath test after skul . well iie think iie going to fail again . nn well, iie quite pissed off wif my parents . they were lyk scold scold ... anyway iie heck care them ler .



think feeling weird is coz of uue ba . iie miss you . well , iie reali think iie lost my soul . man iie hate myself .

updated . ok , my mood is still down . ytd is band der big day . our SYF , the result is bronze . iie am reali quite disappointed when iie hear it . iie am disappointed wif myself . iie have out of tune , iie am sorry if iie am the one who pull the band down . iie reali down ytd . >< bronze ! iie wanted to get silver or a gold , bt ... there nth could be done ler , wad done is done . Kkk .... iie will pick myself nn start again . iie believe tht we cn do it . today went to floor house plae , her brother came bck we hid it the rm larr . haix . funny lar . nth to say liaox .




mr goh uue dun need to say sorry , iie think the wan need to say sorry is us . sorry we let uue down , especially miie . iie am sorry .
uue show no concern when iie cried in front of uue . uue didt say anything . iie juz hope uue cn come n concern .

ok . today morning iie gt physic test . iie nt sure iie going to pass it ma , coz alot of careless . den went yh house slack , den go band . keep play the SYF pieces . very tired . the whole band is very tiring . den after go have instant noodle wif denise . lalax . den came home help mom mop the floor , den chat on phone den readnew moon again . nice ! hahax . nn iie using com nw , floor n jason patch liaox ~~~




ok , iie missed him . iie hope get near him , iie wan to be wif him . iie juz lost my soul .

updated ! today morning gt band . went early den others coz of lit thingy . den classes lorr . went wai house came home . slaxk around , den nw using com n talking to floor . well , 6 more days to SYF . count down liaox . >< haiiz . end post here .




dun emo liaox larr .iie miss uue , whenever iie see uue iie wan talk to uue . bt the only topic we cn talk is study . it tym for miie to forget uue , bt iie still wan uue . iie noe iie can't get uue bt iie wish uue to be happy n is enough for miie. Omy , frm when iie being to love uue ? iie dunno , bt iie wish iie noe nn stop myself falling so deep . it too late . cherish .

ok . updated . dunno y today juz feel lyk blogging , so take lap out n blog hoping . well , today iie nt in a mood , these few days everyone lyk emo emo . happen lotx stuff larr . ya , loving someone is hard . haix . cherish . play poker during ass , kena caught . well , nth reali happen . miie went for band , have lunch wif ayuni n denise T . den practice lorr . 7 more days to SYF ! so fast , iie scared iie made mistake , den pull the result down . ayuni is having fever . lotx test n SYF waiting for uue , so get well soon ^^ muz tc worr . haix . mind is confuse , nn floor dun emo liaox . ok ? haixx . 6 more days to my bro birthday , 7 more days to SYF , 12 more days to two person birthday , 16 more days to floor 22nd month , 18 more days to my birthday , 20 more days to hui tian birthday , 24 more day to speech day , 30 days more to our mid-year . ok , april gt so many events . ayio .

iie didn't cherish him when iie am wif him . man , iie miss him , it so hurt . bt uue r someone else , iie will find someone better den uue . iie noe iie wund have uue even uue break . bt nvm .

updated =) nw juz finish my e-learning . failed my eng . very stupid , iie gt do there write unattemp . wth !! >< had band , after went buy bubble tea . sit down talk wif ayuni . den came home . didnt noe wad to update liaox . bored bored ! my brothers both at home nw .

ok , it beenso long iie updated liaox . today my skul e-learning day so dun need go skul . which iie get a chance to use com n update lorr . had band ytd . dun wan to talk mre abt it liaox . the day b4 b4 n ytd happen lotx of stuff , too many tht iie can't digest . it lyk nightmare . iie dun wan to be reality . iie wan to woke up n forget abt it . too real to be truth .


iie dunno wad to do , it lyk another important person going to walk out of miie . if is my fault iie say sorry , iie reali is . uue r so close to miie , bt uue strt closingur door away frm us . sometym thing r out of our control , if reali coz by the cards den iie say sorry . bt iie didnt keep the card , all along is kept by bin or yao . n iie nt bu shang uue went li ting there plae . iie nvr , iie didnt roll my eye at uue . iie reali cherish tis frendship , iie dun think is so fragile .i am sure tht we will get bck close after syf , i mean i hope

ok . update update . so bored again . once again iie am at wai house . she lazy pig . keep wan sleeping . hohox . watching shakugan no shana . love it !!

ok it quite long tht iie nvr update blog lerr . lazy update . juz say abt recent stuff ba . on sat , went to hua yi sec for band ex-change . well , we r rush all the way . haix , myself ahh . scared scared . on tht day iie rush again how ?? gt another 5 skul , dun reali rmb all . den sun went out wif parents . siince age iie went out wif them . den in the niite went the gala charity derr dinner . gt a lot thing happen bt lazy to say . mon went bin house . tue after skul gt band . den today iie am here at wai house . tmr iie gt 4 tests . siao liaox . toniite need go study . haix . end post .

someday iie will forget everything . the feeling .

ok . here to update again . iie lyk a week or more to post one post . cuz parents dun let miie use com . well , iie cn live wifout com larr , bt cnnt update . ok , sat gt band , is valentine day . thx jia ming for the cookie n junior for the sweet . iie didn't give . ps . hahax . quite emo tht day . well , happen lotx of stuff lar . den went home after band . slpt ... den dad came bck den .... dun wan say larr . juz making miie more emo . haixx . dun care lerr . uue juz wait one day iie faint den uue will learn the lesson ba . iie dun care lerr . uue throw face nt miie . iie hope iie cn faster go poly . cuz iiie dun wan stay at home . iie dun wan stay at home !! iie hate going home pls . Zzzzzzzzzz .




someday uue will den noe how to cherish wad uue have . dun reget when uue lost everything , it too late . uue juz slap for nth when iie was pri 3. iie will nvr forget tht ... tht make miie hate uue so much . sometym iie wonder if iie am ur child ma . does a gender reali make tht big different ?? iie dun understand y reali make a different . iie hope uue guys r a lovely parents .

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my blog is soooo dead . haix , sad tht nobody tag . iie wanted to update de bt my stupid bro go press it . fck him ! ok , wed . everyone in idk brought the TP bag cuz opening ma . den after skul went hougang to have lunch . super full . after tht went home . n tht day is darius birthday . thur , gt band . dun wan to add more abt it . well , sec 2 cn uue come for band ?? SYF is coming up already uue noe ?? if uue dun come so many tym do uue think uue cn play well ?? iie mean ur best ?? iie hoping tht uue guys will buck up . dun disappoint the seniors . ok , today . have \half day of skul . physic test , iie dunno how to do . sianx . den gt chinese new year celebration . den after tht went amk to eat pepper lunch . den after tht went home . slpt . mop floor n iie am here in my dad office . will up load the pic nxt tym .

ok . it since age tht iie blog cuz my mom kept the la . ZZZ ! boring ! ok iie hate chinatown cuz iie almost evryday go . nn is so bored n crowded n hott !! ZZZ . ok will update more nxt tym cuz iie dun wan blog .

ok iie am at my dad office nw . juz nw went buy stuff for bbq , den went eat liaox . reach dad office , den he prepared the bbq stuff den start bbq . den eat eat . juz nw dun online math quiz den talk on msn . it been age tht iie use msn . hahax . update more tmr .