o.o sooo long nvr post ler ! today was grad. high ! hahax , bin wai yao n me had spent so much tym preparing for today , n it passed so fast ! okayy consider ytd , it already pass 12 . had a great tym during the grad. high . although is tiring , we reali had fun . i'm gonna miss 4e2'10 ! great tym n journey wid everyone ! hope to have more such event , however i hate heels ! my legs hurt ! went pool today :) i mean ytd :) funnn ! :) hope to go soon again ! :) well ,


i still love you , i hope u wund give up on this relationship , i reali hope . coz i don't want to give up .

i'm tired of looking bck of ur view . because you alway say sorry , it become worthless . so what the point of saying sorry ?

baby , i love you . yet you seem nt to be waiting . bt i noe life have to carry on even without you . huien , stay strong ok ? :) miss you so much too , bt don't dare tell u .

Quite long nvr post le horrx ? I think , but anyway my iPhone is fixed ! Nw using iphone to post again . Kinda lazy to on com plus don't wan use during prelim . Well , I don't I will do very well for the prelim , especially amath paper 2. Totally sianx ... Baud , nth to post le , byee

hmm , papers D: STUDY ! ! ! ! BYE ~

i'm just getting tired of waiting . anyone can see , this is relationship is the most weak one right ? i'm getting tired , really really tired . i shall not wait for mircale , but to create my own mircale . you are just hurting me again and again . one day i'll just let go , no longer waiting cause i'm dead here . no longer enjoying the view , no longer see the bright colours of you . huien jy ! prelims are here , ace it ! tell yourself you can do it ! deep inside you , you are still hoping he will come back ... but do huien still want ? you are stronger than i thought so smile huien ! after a rainy day , you'll see rainbow :D


For God so loved the world , that He give His only begotten Son , that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life . --John 3:16

prelim is coming ! hui en JY ! :D let go !!!!! to compare ithink i'm better than jian kai . to have a caring parents than a rich parents tht don't care about you rite ? human are evil ? killing animals the evil way . my heart ache ...

baby , i love you !

i just don't know wad to do . i love you more than anything . you raise me up , and i am thankful for that . but we reali have communication barrier . can you juz stop and listen to me for a while ? bt nt blaming me all the tym . one day , you will leave me , and i know . i treasure the tym i have wif you guys . i hope our relationship can get better . and need both party to work out . maybe this is ur way of loving me , but daddy and mommy you are hurting me , your daughter ... and thank selina , you have been a great listener ytd .

baby , i need you to be by my side to tell me you'll be there for me . i love you .

hmm , tmr having amath mock paper 1 . i think i'm dead . and after tht i'm having tuition in the night , well huien jy ! you still spenting too little tym on my study , which make me want cry ! TT depress ! frm nw onward i shall nt touch com ! ok , wait wait , dont't touch com - don't play game and watch video ! still blogging bt lesser . i'm going chiong my prelim ! i shall wait for 3 months ! to the door of freedom ! :D juz kinda bored , post tis :D


For God so loved the world , that He give His only begotten Son , that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life . --John 3:16

yoz , i'm bck ! lol , i'm also here right . stupid huien ! you alway say stupid stuff ! hate you ! no la , juz kiddng :D i love myself ! :D hehex ! anyway ytd quite sad post huh ... bt , i'm ok le :D i'm still still the happy go lucky huien ! thx God , i'm on the right path ! concentrating to study ! and able to motivate myself to study ! just lyk andrea say , you choose to wept or the one to confront your friends . it's all up to me ! so i'm making the decision now , i don't want be the one crying , if i do cry , i want tears of joy ! :D but anyway , today geo paper , getting great results ? nono , failing ? maybe no :D maybe this tym is not the first tym , i can cope with my own feeling better :D it may hurt a little , bt compare with last times , this is much better :D 118 days to o lvl ! huien go ! thank you Him for showing me the path i need to take :D and today after geo paper , went to have lunch with yb , teng n yao . went return bk , send bin home b4 coming home . just borrow a book , the covering is nice ^^ and is abt jesus ^^ didn't realise until i start reading :D shld be a nice bk :D i'm going to enjoy ! ^^ byee ppl !

tmr i'm geo mock , and here am i , blogging . wth huien ! anyway , i'm juz wearing mask everyday ... happy ? no ... well , nobody didn't realise , only selina . showing tht she understand me :D didn't need to tell her , she know liaox :D best frenz ! anyway i make it through the day , the smile on my face may be fake these days , but i'll make sure it will be a real one . cause of my frenz and family . telling ppl i'm not upset , is fake la , but i'll try to not affect my studies ! with or without him , life will still need to carry on . feeling hurt coz ur mind telling you so . so huien pick urself up ! O lvl here we come ! 119 days to 'O' LEVEL !!!! so jyyy huien !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tis is my blog , cn write how i feel la . thx Him for guiding me through , now i know how to let go . and the arrangement He made in my life :D the Him is me to know , you to find out . :D nt shawn anyway :D

so what's is it ? just missing you so much .

messy messy ! =X

dar , missing you so much !

my life is in a mess now ! =X

dar , i miss you !

hmm , maybe a short update today ba . ytd i went for my backbone checkup , more curve i think . anyway i was outside the whole day , and i really need a sleep , 'cause i'm too tired . actually having seminar today , however last minute change . i not sure why . anyway my mood in the morning wasn't great , shall not go into detail .


i just hate waiting . maybe i care too much . i don't know . i'm confused .


baby , i love you !

mayba juz a little updated . today school was normal , and we have physic lab . fun (: i finish mine quite fast (: then stay bck with , sze dee , jian kai , kok hong , bernard , yun bin , yao yao , pris , jun wei . went through the script in detail . then went for lunch with them , but some left . after that we continue our dicussion . everyone was tired . that's for day . and tmr we have math test .


thx dar , i love you ! (:

so what now ?

today was an ok day ? school was normal , met wai teng and yun bin before going school . as I expected , failed my overall for English . really need get a tuitor . left 152 days before o lvl . time flies ! I'm getting worried for my o lvl . this coming monday will be o level chinese , good luck people ! meet ms pilo to ask her about the mock paper . then went to wai teng house to play farmville , etc . came home at 5 plus . sis fail her driving , hope she can pass next time .


is that what you called backstab ? have you ever thought how you treated me ? how would I know you will tell me ? sometime you just don't tell me . I told you yesterday , I wasn't really angry that you lie . maybe you didn't lie , but in the first place you use a story to cover why you close your blog . it irritated me cause you wasn't planning to tell me , so seriously how will I know you will say out your post ? posting that post , are you refering that i'm the one to be blame ? maybe I'm in the wrong , I'm wrong that I shouln't have tell yun bin anything . oya , and you promise not to say . you do not have my trust anymore , you lost it when I know what you told her . dar , stay with me , hold me tight . I'm so afraid that i'll lost you again .

hmm , today isn't a great day . is wasn't or isn't ? anyway today morning we have Chinese paper 1 again , think wouldn't score well cause the paper is too hard ! mrs lim was sick today , so I have 4 periods free . wow , played alot . bt the mrs kho ? ( I dunnno her name ) went up to the class say we making a lot noise in the library , but she is not there ! and two classes is there , of course noise right ? but she say our fault . unfair ! after skul went compass , have lunch at library . the dish is nice , should go try . chatted and window shop , went home . n here I am , using my iphone to update again , lazy to on the computer .


things sometime just turn out this way , you will never expect what gong to happen . thx god that you are beside me . dar , I love you ! stay strong alway ! our relationship seem to be a ride on ... hug me tightly cn ? sometime I do scared I will fall .

hey , today is a road run eh , I'm 23rd , bt i'm totally nt proud of it . even I walk , I cn get top 50 as well ... yeah . anywayz today after the road run , went Wai teng house . play mahjong . win quite alot tym, bt we nvr play wid money , however I'm happy wid tht ^^ hahax , I'm happy tht I win ^^ hahax . dar gt 14th for today road run . nice nice :) dar ran pass me . hahax , pro lorrx ! hahax . my muscle is still aching . I complaint alot , I noe tht . bt tht is me , wad to do ... overall today is a fun day .


so yeah , I nw den saw yun hui post , well I'm sorry if I did anything wrong . I did told u guys abt today , I asked if we wan go eat nt , bt change idea . nt telling the idea for today I'm sry as well , I forget abt it. nt I forget u , bt tis matter. after today I still find tht maybe I still cnt be trusted by u guys rite ? yeah , maybe . it's totally hurt here , deep inside my heart . I jus hope , at least deep inside ur heart , I have a place there , as a good frenz .I'm so scared tht I'm nt strong enough to hold u , bt I know I cnt let go of u , coz of a simple reason - I love you ! so dar , u muz stay beside me . I'm so afraid to lose you again .

suddenly I dun understand any of you ? what is happening ? I'm confused ! wid frenz n Shawn . I need u, stay with me ok ? this month is a hard time for both of us , we'll stay strong ok ? I'm not going to let go of ur hand , so does you . dar, I love you !

i miss band so much . i miss my section !

today is sat again ! hahax . so long nvr chat on phone wid Selina , miss the tym we chat , so much laughter , bt nw seem lyk both of us r too busy to have tym for each other le :( muz find someday to chat ! I gt so many things to tell u ! nn u Noe me the best ! ^^ u noe how I feel almost everytime :) saying goodbye is alway so hard . - random . bt is true . for friends , family or boyfriend .




wid u around , I'm happy , n as long as u r happy , I'm too .
iloveyou !

for so long nvr updated le , kinda dun care much for tis blog , it lyk so dead . kinda upset nw , seem lyk my result is improving n deproving at the same tym . haix , so sad la , quite a few tests nvr do well . nw using iPhone to update again coz lazy to on com . other than my results is lyk nt stable , other things still ok ok . today is Gwen b'day ^^ happy b'day ^^ ytd was bin ones ; hahax , quite alot may baby . hahax , Shawn b'day surprised end up nt very success one , hahax , bt hope at least everyone enjoy themselves ^^ haha ... ytd have a booster session , kinda boring . we ran to rp juz to buy bubble tea , so lol . hahax . today pe , played soccor , so funn ^^ hahax. bt today is a tiring day =D hahax . frm nxr week onward , eveyone will have mock Chinese paper everyday , so chan. went lunch wid bin n Yao today , chatted not much , bt we shop very long , hahax . ^^ had alot fun today juz lyk tht tym went daiso to buy things . hahax .

thx dar , to be there when I'm nt in the gd mood ^^ u have ways to cheer me up ^^
I love you !

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hey ppl , quite long nvr update le :P kinda busy these few days coz speech day coming . hahax , anyway today is my b'day ^^ i reali have a great fun wid leez ^^ tis year b'day is the best ^^ thx idk-ers n shawn , he xun , liang hao , jospeh , qian ping , heri n hakim ^^ for the surprise ^^ one is on friday at skul one is today at pizza hunt ^^ thx for the wishes everyone ! n rui min ur cute presents n also idk give de present ^^ plus plus the iphone cover ! ^^ loveya !! u will find out , i keep saying thx , bt other den thx i dunno wad to say le XP bt i reali wan say a BIG THANK YOU to every single one of u tht make my b'day a enjoyable one ! ^^ n dun have any photo for both surprised :X hahax . i'm 16 nw ~ hahax , NC 16 show i watch le ^^ yeah ~~




iloveyou!

updating here , errm nth to update actually ... PTM i dun lyk ... anyway today i cutted mt hair TT quite short :( haix , hope cn grow faster ! (: only slpt 6 hours today coz morning too hungry i wake up jiu cnt fell aslp le , well i'm reali piggg :( byeee !!





iloveyou !