hoping .

if there's a will , there's a way right ? hmm , I do hope so . sch didn't went too well or too bad . but still the enthusiasm for sch is gone for sure . why ? because I don't wish to see them .

whn I fall , I hope u cn be thr for me .

an ending is a new begining

ytd was NV 10th anniversary . all i cn say it was awesome (: realize tht every concert help us to bond with each other . get even closer to each other (: i miss NVAB alrdy ! however i don't lyk the feeling after concert , feel kinda empty . making me wan more , hoping tht tym cn stop thr for a moment. but we all knw , thr's always an ending for everything . be it is happy or sad . everything will end one day. bt the memories will nvr end (: si liang dad sent me home , so i reach home before 12 ^^ thx ! (:


i don't know what change you , bt feel so hurt abt ur change . be it as a lover or friend . the one i use to knw , whr are you ?

breaking apart .

idk wht to do ... within seconds , I'm falling apart ... whose gonna pick me up agn ? how I wish it never happen before . I pray , praying for miracle . I'm so hurt to move , so hurt to laugh , so hurt to cry . wht shld I do ?

thr's a time u need to get away frm everything.

sometym be alone doesn't mean lonely i guess ? although the relationship between me and the class is more distance than before . bt at least i cn be me (: sometym i love the silent . maybe i may look lonely , bt sometym it really doesn't matter . meeted teng on sat . had awesome shopping tym , buffet and sing k (: and ytd meet up with bin and yao (:

seeing them really make my day (: they give me the courage to stay strong (: being with them , let me recharge agn , and go face the girls in my class . really in love with them :D although we can't spent so much tgt anymore . bt true friends don't distance themselve even they don't meet up often (:

this coming sat will be NVSS 10th anniversary (: hope the concert will go well .

be it in the past or present , u're always thr for me (:

have u ever thought who give me the courage whn i need it ?

do you knw thr're so many times i wanted to just give up and fall apart . do u knw wht give me the courage to continue to stay strong ? have u ever thought of how i feel ? do you knw wht i have been through ? the answer is all no . whn i have problems in sch , who cn i turn to ? my friends , not you .

you're tired , am i not ? i mean who's not ? you say i didn't help out at home . oh really ? these two weeks i have been rushing home after sch juz to come bck and help . you didn't say a thanks , now you're saying that i'm not helping ? i just went to back every friday night to help out only . i'm not going out to play . i'm just try to help out , i just hoping that everyone arnd me cn be happy . is this selfish ?

do you have any idea how passion i have for music ? no ... two years back , whn i having a concert at victoria concert hall . asked you if you wan to go , you say not free . but end up you're at home watching television . do you knw how disappointed i am ? i wish you guys were thr to support me . however , you didn't . and i don't have wonderful friends in poly . my poly life sux , i'm just trying to get myself busy and forget my problem . and the only way is music .

yes , it's my fault for not doing well in 'O' lvl , nw i did better alrdyy . but did you see ? it's never enough right ? what i do is never enough . never enough to be your good child , your perfect child . i knw , before i was born , you was hoping i'm a boy , but end up i'm a girl . disappointing right ?

how long can you be strong ?

it's monday ! a new week in July . another month to main exam . hope I cn do well . (: wish me gd luck (: even since so many things happen , actually make me realize , many tym alot of things is beyond our control . maybe tht how god arrange it , hoping we cn gain experience . frm pain , we'll learn . experience make us a better person I guess . but thr're so many times tht I suddenly feel the faith is fading in me . I'm worried tht someday I'll just break down . huien jy okayy ?

I'm always waiting here . just tht u didn't realize .
ps. look back at tym to see me .

passion for music

realise that I still have passion for music . I miss playing flute . playing it make me forget my trouble because I'm focusing , and concentrating how to play well . (: haha , so I wonder shld I join back band in tp ma ... but thr's many factors why I don't wan join . haha . in love with music (;

u keep calling ppl sticky , but errm hello , I don't stick to u . I tired to avoid u as much as I cn . don't u see it -.-' and what's wrong eating medicine to get better skin ? are u jealous ? ur skin condition isn't tht gd pls ... and yeah wht u tweet on twitter I wund borther tweeting back indirectly . since I have done u wrong in the first place , I'm juz gonna close one eye to make up wht I done . however I do hope u have some 良心 , I didn't do that over . but lyk I say God is watching wht we doing , and yes there's karma . and if u are too over , u also will get it . haiz , I miss the days I have in sec 3 & 4 life . life was much more peaceful than this year . hmm :/ but I do believe 只要笑一笑，没什么事过不了！coz I still have a bunch of friends that's always thr whn I need them (: thx (: