wow, I nt sure how long cn I ignore their comments and be strong at the same tym . I'm losing the grip alrdy ... the faith in me is fading . I don't knw how to be strong anymore ... they thought I'm tht strong ... it's all acting ... but who's knw right ? part of me is alrdy falling apart , I feel lyk bursting out into tears ... bt who cn I turn to ? no one ... I keep telling myself , just don't care , carry on with ur life , but I just can't . so pathetic huh ? I need a rest frm everything ... why just can't they move on ? they say don't try to act so strong den end up be a sore loser . bt hello , if I don't , wht am I suppose to do ? being weak ? letting u laugh at it ? and u keep saying loser ? don't u knw wht u write is so not logical ?

posting say ppl lame losers . I think u r juz referring to urself afterall . who's the one tht always post emo tweet . u lor ! LOL ! loser don't knw how a loser act lyk . I'll tell u here , they are jealous of ppl so they always bitch ! their mouth is juz meant for bitching , so yeah bitch ! and u said u r luckily coz nvr go airport , I'm happy to say I'm more luckily than u coz u didn't come . I went thr for a purpose , bt u guys ? NO ! so LAME losers pls get out of my life ! tyvm ! (: juz retain or smt since u don't wan be same class as me . I don't mind having a smaller class (: one for all , all for one . all retain la (:


oya , if u ever get to read this post , don't assume it's u okayy ? (: hahaha , I didn't type ur name thr , so don't BHB think I talking abt u arh (: unless u r guilty of it ! ((: hahahaha ! fcking bitch get lost kayy ? (: I'll be so happy without ur bitch mouth bitching (:

only have two words to describe them - no life ! and 8 letters as well - childish ! shouldn't care abt what they say . lyk seriously !! LOL . this is the first tym I will use LOL , coz really they no life lor :) oh well ... wht to do , nt their parents , can't lecture them . hahaha , bt I don't give a damn anymore . I'll be the one growing up , have a better stand in society (: they r at the disadvantage ! hahaha ((: believe urself man ! get over with this ! another 3 yrs to go ! JY ! (:

I hate this feeling ! feeling so anxious , worry >.< n I'm making things worse . huien u r a idiot ! totally ! 100%! I really didn't mean to make them walk so far ... argh ! :x I'm really sorry . but seem like nobody wan forgive me , none of them reply . if u wan me to choose dignity or friendship , I would choose friendship . so I took the first step to say sorry ... but haiz ....