TP orientation is officially finish , monday(25th april) sch will offcially being too . well tym fly , it 23th april tdy ! have so much fun in orientation , in a awesome class that have awesome mentors and classmates :D whn u have fun , u wonder wht tym pass so fun , oh well :/ i wan to be mentors too ! i wan to have fun and hope the freshmen will have fun lyk me :D and i wan engineering sch to win business sch ! i wan to win back regatta ! and i think i lyk a guy frm tp , he's cute ! bt the chances we are going to be tgt is 0.00001 % , so hmm :/ tdy alumni band practice is kinda boring , so many seniors idk :(

it's tmr , why am i feeling so down ? shldn't i be happy ? it's my birthday . so insignificant ...

11 April
went out with Ayuni (: catch the movie 'Hop' at amk , before tht we are shopping arnd (: almost lost a library bk , scare me lyk hell , didn't reali enjoy the movie :/ oh well , bt still the movie is nice (: funny , friendship (: in the afternoon we went nex to contiue our shopping (: I only brought a necklace , hehe ! saved money ! (: came home for dinner . looking forward to 12 April ! syf day ! :D

12 april - syf !
went sch at arnd 6.30 am coz nvsb was the first band ! listen to nvsb , they are reali nt bad (: so they gt silver ! I'm so happy for them ! had so much fun with my juniors ! was playing arnd after they knw the result . everyone was so happy ! all of them was so happy (: although I'm no longer a member of nvsb , bt still my heart will always be with them (: once a nvsb member , forever a nvsb member (: hope the sch wund look down on band agn , we gt a silver back ! nvsb is a silver band ! (: I love band ! didn't join lee's for dinner coz I need to have dinner at home . hahaha , oh well , at least I cn save money :D the feeling still remain , just tht it's nt so strong :/

tdy went new house to clean the rms , coz the furniture is coming in tmr . it's tiring , but oh well , it's my house . so i have to put in the effort to clean it . haha (: shld be moving in in may . sch is strting in a week ! i'm looking forward to it ! to meet new friends (: i miss my friends ! love them so much (: saw jk n herman at hg mall tdy . i'm having headache the whole day , haiz .

i reali reali hate you . i cnt forgive you . i cnt forget wht u did to me . I HATE YOU . seriously ... i hate seeing you with my friend . i'm not sure is tht jealous or hated or scared . i don't wan you to be in my life . i don't wan you to get near to my friends . i'm scared to lose my friends because of you . they are my clique , lyk my best sis ever . always for thr for me , bt i'm scared because of u agn , i lose my friendship . wht u did 7 years ago , i cn nvr forget , nvr ever going to forgive you . i'm nt sure why after i see the video , i get so upset abt it ... idk wht to do to make myself better , i reali don't ... guys don't leave me behind kayy ? i reali need u guys to be by my side . why u guys leave me because of someone talk back abt me ? i'm scared ... i'm really scared ...

i'm strting school on 19th april ! hehehe (: anyway tdy went out with bin , jk , yao , milton n calvin . seem like 3 cpl , however it's nt ! i have nothing to do with calvin , we are juz fren . feel lyk odd one out , my life is lyk plain . no guys no bf , it's all abt myself . wht's ur feeling toward me ? i wonder ...