so what now ?

today was an ok day ? school was normal , met wai teng and yun bin before going school . as I expected , failed my overall for English . really need get a tuitor . left 152 days before o lvl . time flies ! I'm getting worried for my o lvl . this coming monday will be o level chinese , good luck people ! meet ms pilo to ask her about the mock paper . then went to wai teng house to play farmville , etc . came home at 5 plus . sis fail her driving , hope she can pass next time .


is that what you called backstab ? have you ever thought how you treated me ? how would I know you will tell me ? sometime you just don't tell me . I told you yesterday , I wasn't really angry that you lie . maybe you didn't lie , but in the first place you use a story to cover why you close your blog . it irritated me cause you wasn't planning to tell me , so seriously how will I know you will say out your post ? posting that post , are you refering that i'm the one to be blame ? maybe I'm in the wrong , I'm wrong that I shouln't have tell yun bin anything . oya , and you promise not to say . you do not have my trust anymore , you lost it when I know what you told her . dar , stay with me , hold me tight . I'm so afraid that i'll lost you again .

hmm , today isn't a great day . is wasn't or isn't ? anyway today morning we have Chinese paper 1 again , think wouldn't score well cause the paper is too hard ! mrs lim was sick today , so I have 4 periods free . wow , played alot . bt the mrs kho ? ( I dunnno her name ) went up to the class say we making a lot noise in the library , but she is not there ! and two classes is there , of course noise right ? but she say our fault . unfair ! after skul went compass , have lunch at library . the dish is nice , should go try . chatted and window shop , went home . n here I am , using my iphone to update again , lazy to on the computer .


things sometime just turn out this way , you will never expect what gong to happen . thx god that you are beside me . dar , I love you ! stay strong alway ! our relationship seem to be a ride on ... hug me tightly cn ? sometime I do scared I will fall .

hey , today is a road run eh , I'm 23rd , bt i'm totally nt proud of it . even I walk , I cn get top 50 as well ... yeah . anywayz today after the road run , went Wai teng house . play mahjong . win quite alot tym, bt we nvr play wid money , however I'm happy wid tht ^^ hahax , I'm happy tht I win ^^ hahax . dar gt 14th for today road run . nice nice :) dar ran pass me . hahax , pro lorrx ! hahax . my muscle is still aching . I complaint alot , I noe tht . bt tht is me , wad to do ... overall today is a fun day .


so yeah , I nw den saw yun hui post , well I'm sorry if I did anything wrong . I did told u guys abt today , I asked if we wan go eat nt , bt change idea . nt telling the idea for today I'm sry as well , I forget abt it. nt I forget u , bt tis matter. after today I still find tht maybe I still cnt be trusted by u guys rite ? yeah , maybe . it's totally hurt here , deep inside my heart . I jus hope , at least deep inside ur heart , I have a place there , as a good frenz .I'm so scared tht I'm nt strong enough to hold u , bt I know I cnt let go of u , coz of a simple reason - I love you ! so dar , u muz stay beside me . I'm so afraid to lose you again .

suddenly I dun understand any of you ? what is happening ? I'm confused ! wid frenz n Shawn . I need u, stay with me ok ? this month is a hard time for both of us , we'll stay strong ok ? I'm not going to let go of ur hand , so does you . dar, I love you !

i miss band so much . i miss my section !

today is sat again ! hahax . so long nvr chat on phone wid Selina , miss the tym we chat , so much laughter , bt nw seem lyk both of us r too busy to have tym for each other le :( muz find someday to chat ! I gt so many things to tell u ! nn u Noe me the best ! ^^ u noe how I feel almost everytime :) saying goodbye is alway so hard . - random . bt is true . for friends , family or boyfriend .




wid u around , I'm happy , n as long as u r happy , I'm too .
iloveyou !

for so long nvr updated le , kinda dun care much for tis blog , it lyk so dead . kinda upset nw , seem lyk my result is improving n deproving at the same tym . haix , so sad la , quite a few tests nvr do well . nw using iPhone to update again coz lazy to on com . other than my results is lyk nt stable , other things still ok ok . today is Gwen b'day ^^ happy b'day ^^ ytd was bin ones ; hahax , quite alot may baby . hahax , Shawn b'day surprised end up nt very success one , hahax , bt hope at least everyone enjoy themselves ^^ haha ... ytd have a booster session , kinda boring . we ran to rp juz to buy bubble tea , so lol . hahax . today pe , played soccor , so funn ^^ hahax. bt today is a tiring day =D hahax . frm nxr week onward , eveyone will have mock Chinese paper everyday , so chan. went lunch wid bin n Yao today , chatted not much , bt we shop very long , hahax . ^^ had alot fun today juz lyk tht tym went daiso to buy things . hahax .

thx dar , to be there when I'm nt in the gd mood ^^ u have ways to cheer me up ^^
I love you !

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