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Monday, June 30, 2008 @ Monday, June 30, 2008 |
comment (0) do time reali wash away the pain??pain is a passing of time??does time reali do tht??i doubt the time can...it pass so many month n days...bt the wound still look so fresh....y is it so??is it cuz i can't give up n let it go??i dunno...i wund talk to anyone abt tis anymore...i wil juz keep inside my heart till i no longer hurt...i will let it continue to bleed...i dun feel anything anymore...if i could forget u i wish i could...den i wund be so hurt...i dunno y i feel so hurt so empty in my heart...everyone hope tht they can go bck to the past n cherish wat they lose by nw...i reali hope i could...the pain is coming bck...i dun wan the pain...it make me feel so hopeless n lost... imy peiying:i also nt very sure leh...i dunno who is the gals...hahaz... @ Monday, June 30, 2008 |
comment (0) went to skul at the usual time...around 6 plus...chioing homework...den floor msq me asking me i in skul le ah...den after meeting her saw wai n bin...den we talk lor...till time up...gt uniform check...when bck class have eng...n other lesson...i hate chinese lar...so many homework sia...i hate it!!!lolz...den have pe...run 1km den take class photo...hahax...alwin is so darn gross...><>< so darn sianz....cannt play audi n watch tv also...den do wat??homework or slp??hai...n my mood totally sux.... the memories keep refreshed almost everyday... i noe i may look stupid for wat i have done...ily tht y...everyday i went to the place where we alway meet n talk...i wan to keep the memories,although it may hurt bt is sweet... Friday, June 27, 2008 @ Friday, June 27, 2008 |
comment (0) have a short day in skul so nth to say much bt i am so darn slpy today...all the lesson i feel lyk slping especially chinese lesson...after skul went around the skul to find teacher den go canteen wif hwee jun...lend her $1.50 to eat...den i go off le...my own lar...den i walk pass 119 bus stop n ian 'gd frends' saw me den keep calling 'enen' n alot stuff bt i dun care lar...bt my heart lyk...hai...dunno how say lar...somehow i gt pissed off by them n my mood went emo so i came home n i juz slp until 4 plus...bt i gt chocolate to eat so my feeling is a little bit much better le...ahh!!nxt time could u pls ask ur frend dun kj me...very irr. leh>< there is something in my mind tht i cannt put it down...this thing make me worry...nt abt him bt is someone... Thursday, June 26, 2008 @ Thursday, June 26, 2008 |
comment (0) today was so darn tired!!!gt band till 7 like tht...wan my life...n i having gastric cuz i nv eat...lolx... n today my mood haven recover bck to it normal..n need a long time b4 it can bck to the high** hai...tmr need to pass out the chinese n i haven finish yet...die die le...i did tis year de chinese o level paper...my mcq sux bt my compre sill quite okary...lucky~ i having a heartache n headache...my darling~ need slp more.....ahhh!!! sometime u may be the one who noe me first bt u also the one who dun undertsand me the most...mayb to u guys may be a excuse bt i dun wan say more...let tis misunderstanding continue... Tuesday, June 24, 2008 @ Tuesday, June 24, 2008 |
comment (0) My heart will go on Every night in my dreams I see you, I feel you, That is how I know you go on Far across the distance And spaces between us You have come to show you go on Near, far, wherever you are I believe that the heart does go on Once more you open the door And you're here in my heart And my heart will go on and on Love can touch us one time And last for a lifetime And never let go till we're one Love was when I loved you One true time I hold you In my life we'll always go on Near, far, wherever you are I believe that the heart does go on Once more you open the door And you're here in my heart And my heart will go on and on You're here, there's nothing I fear, And I know that my heart will go on We'll stay forever this way You are safe in my heart And my heart will go on and on nice song!~ @ Tuesday, June 24, 2008 |
comment (0) second post for today...i noe i am nt a great frend...i noe that,cuz my temper is nt good(can be out of control bt better le...)...i can shout or yell at someone most of the time when u reali pissed me off or when i am i n the bad mood...i went very pc very easily lar....ah!!!can be guo fen or siao...errm n sry tao pig for shouting at u juz nw...i didn't realise i was shouting...my mood was so darn fcking sux n heart ache lar...i went very pc wheni cannt find the dic. thx to my shit bro...ask them go eat sai...lyk to take my things n anyhow put n i can't find it...i will bao cho nxt time><...some ppl cannt take jk tht y we end up become enermy...is my heart aching or angry??who can tell me the answer...n floor dun tell anyone y i heartache...i dun wan everybody noe>< tmr morning meeting floor they all for breakfast n play...my mood still darn bloody sux... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!dun wat to do lar... @ Tuesday, June 24, 2008 |
comment (0) bloody hell...i saw him today...fck fck fck....i heartache lyk siao...lyk nv ache b4...wat the hell...ahhh....nth to do...later gt band so very late den can go home...sian!!!!!!!! Sunday, June 22, 2008 @ Sunday, June 22, 2008 |
comment (0) nth to post...going to finish my hw!!!cuz today last day of holiday...ahh....my mood still sux!!! wat the hell!!!sianx.......... Saturday, June 21, 2008 @ Saturday, June 21, 2008 |
comment (0) Tag by ayuni -how long have you waited for someone you love? ~errm...nt very sure... -What you want to do right now? ~finish my project n hw -If there is miracle,what will you long for? ~him bck to my life n idk member can b together^^ -Do you hate your friend somethimes? ~errm...think no if is gd frend n bestie... -Where do you wish to die? ~i nt sure...i nt going to die nw... -Do you believein seeing rainbow after a rain? ~dunno...sometime i saw sometime dun... -What is impossible things to do? ~errm...being together wif him again?? -Is there something which you wished never happened? ~yupz...nv break up? -Are you happy with your life now? ~still ok ba bt still missing sonething -What if your crush ask you out? ~dunnox...give him a slap?n no crush nw -What will you do when you feel bored? ~read novel,listen to music,talk on phone or slp -What feelings you hatethe most? ~being betray,kena ps n being hurt -If you"ll be separated from your love one(s) for a period of time,what will be somethings you'd tell them? ~i love you and i miss you. -What you look forward for this coming week? ~meeting idk member!!n nth much le Instructions: Tag 11 people,list them at the end of the post. notify them in their tagboard that they have been chosen Cheryl twin Selina Yun bin Wai teng Yun hui Yao yao Hwee jun Sakinah Debbie Sock hoon Oki @ Saturday, June 21, 2008 |
comment (0) as uue see iie juz change miie blog skin...well,iie am feeling better...can't use c0m t0 play audi these few days...sianx...miie dad brought another laptop for miie sis...gd rite??lolx...iie am totally nt in the mood of doing anything...n i gt a personal bloq...if idk member wan to noe abt the web come find me...den tellu cuz idk member allow to go only...n is abt him lar so nth to see actually...my mood nw totally sux lyk hell...in a lovesick mood??maybe... Wednesday, June 18, 2008 @ Wednesday, June 18, 2008 |
comment (0) doing nth...whole day slacking chatting on phone n doing hw...so guai...no lar...nt at all... today was in a bloody mood...super angry n pissed off...i tell u dun u think u elder den me can give attitude to me...n talk to my frend also attitude sia...wat the hell...u think scary ma??did i say anything scary n funny meh??lolx... Tuesday, June 17, 2008 @ Tuesday, June 17, 2008 |
comment (0) nt going to post much cuz nth to post n nt in the mood...today had band...in the morning had drills den have lunch break...went wif joanne n sakinah den sectional all the way...feeling very sick dunno y...feeling like vomitting...lolx... tag reply: hwee jun:i dunno how to answer u bt i hope so...thx..u r great frend i miss him...i am jealous...i saw him again today...i dunno wat to do...i hope he understand>< Monday, June 16, 2008 @ Monday, June 16, 2008 |
comment (0) today is last week of holi de monday...oh man...i haven finish hw!!need to k shu le...sianx!lolx...floor say she going kill me...omg...better run b4 she saw me nxt monday or wear mask den she wund notice me...haha...today gt game tryout bt nobody tell me so i nv go...no one msg me to tell me...lolx!!!tmr gt band n also bonding section...think going bck malaysia tis sunday think will buy some chewing gums...if u wan pls tag n tell me...later going k shu... 黑糖瑪奇朵 very nice~wang zi so handsome!!!hahax...was emo ytd bt after talking to floor n tau pok i feeling much better bt went emo in the morning...lolx-.-''' so lame rite??hai... n HAPPY ONE YEAR TO FLOOR N JASON!!^^ THEY ALWAY HAVE SWEET MERMORIES... HAHAX... nw i den realise tht i didnt try to forget him bt i try to rmb the things we do n wat he like...i dun wan to forget bt i wan to keep inside my heart...my positive thinking no longer works...even i in taiwan i still think of him...i miss him n love him,i can't let it go...does it worth it??i dunno how to answer tis question...being alone wifout u is a tortrure...my tears r rolling dow again i hope it can stop on it own,bt it seem like it wund stop... Saturday, June 14, 2008 @ Saturday, June 14, 2008 |
comment (0) i am juz bck from taiwan...last nite den reach singapore...hehex....quite fun^^haha....7th junewhen i reach taiwan was evening time le...when to a temple to look around n have our dinner...bt we nv eat lar...when to shop similar to 7-ll...buy cup noodle to eat...den i dunno where i went le lar...first few days we went to mountain n yuan zhu ming de place to see lor...only on the third to fourth day the shopping time increase^^ hahax...wanted to buy tis n tht bt i end up nv buy...walau!!!wat the fck....nv shop enough lor...ahhh...hahax...bt i still mange to buy stuff for idk ppl n two kor...hehex...bt juz purse n hanger for hp only...bt think my parents will go taiwan again thx to my grandfather de frend...they say they will visit him if they gt time... shuang~ i can do more shopping le...bt i dunno went...ppl live in taiwan very frendly^^ n they like to joke around...n their shop de name also very funny de...lolx...the tour guide quite nice... i dun relai rmb where we go bt i juz noe is very nice lor...will post pics u guys to see...  tis hosre look real ma??  a staircase  a toilet door....    a resturant....gt a lot of paint n full of yi shu de thing made by the owner....  motorcycles....  resturant...  shops...  wan to order some??  alot of ppl rite??  errm...is ye shi...  have u seen white bitterground b4?  wat is tis??  understand chinese words?  hotel lobby  hotel lobby  look nice??  tis look nice~i wan eat!!    taipei 101  taipei 101...very high!!  outside taipei 101...very very tall will update more...gt alot pics to update... tags reply: =) ~ic...bt can i noe who r u??hahax...thx,i noe is true... cheryl-thx twin for tagging^^ huitian-thx...hahax...nvm...i juz return from taiwan... bin-i nt evil gurl...i very gd de... cheryl-thx... wai-ya...hahax Friday, June 6, 2008 @ Friday, June 06, 2008 |
comment (0) updating some pics^^ hope u enjoy...will update more...  this is hwee jun...hahax...nice pics rite??  monster face^^  i SS bin when i at her house...hahax   name tags   val. day present for frend n senior!!   hui tiian de val. present...who take off pooh clothing??  me n cheryl ywin de hand...    guys cleaning up hall store  my cousin n bro  my cousin...cute rite?? @ Friday, June 06, 2008 |
comment (0) second post for today...juz change my blogskin...hahax i reali like tis blogskin although is plain a little... @ Friday, June 06, 2008 |
comment (0) ytd dun have chance to update blog...cuz ytd early in the morning i gt doctor app. den have an x-ray...to check my back-bone...hahax...gt reason lar...hahax...after tht i went home slack for awhile...den went out wiff my family for lunch den went bank n doing some shopping for the oversea trip lar...after tht went to fetch my grandparents tht come from malaysia...think everyone should noe i am ONCE a malaysian...^^ after tht went to my dad office n help him do some paper work...after tht went AKM hub to shop again n have dinner near my ex-primary skul...reach home around 10pm plus...have miie shower den went to slp around 12plus...hahax i am flying off to taiwan tmr^^ shuang~ hahax...so i cannt update blog le bt pls help me keep it alive...n also i will miss my audi,animation,books,bed n my soft toy^^ hehex... OMG....I AM SO SO DARN DARN PISS OFF!!!!ahhh...u make me look lyk a fool in front of uue!!! fck...dun ask y...wund tell!!!bt is cuz of guys.... Wednesday, June 4, 2008 @ Wednesday, June 04, 2008 |
comment (0) ytd cannt update blog so i today update^^...ytd gt band meeting from 8plus to 9 plus...talking abt the bonding section for band~the last week of holi...time pass so fast...hai...after band meeting went to wai house play audi...n have lunch at her house...like two plus came home n have a slp till evening cuz nt enough slp den very tired...after tht floor call den dhat awhile i have to help my mom to sweep n mop the floor...have my shower den watch tv n chat wi floor again... after tht play my mom phone de game n slack around till midnite den slp^^n sry gt error on the last post...is june nt may..type wrong bt change le...today wake up at 9.30 den 10plus go hougang mall go top up my ez-link n return library bk den wait for mz,ivy,kristie n yuni...meet yuni n went to 4th floor to the shop den mz call den we went to fairprice meet them...den walk around the fairprice to look at the stuff needed for the bonding section n mz record down...ask siyi if she going oversea ma she say no den i told her i going oversea bt nt malaysia is taiwan...n she little gone crazy abt lin yu jia...think she going hate me cuz i go taiwan...hahax...psps....later think going bin house to do homework...n hai...audi n chatting is part of my life le...too much cannt lar...hahax err...wund fight wif her le cuz waste time n energy lar...i give in le...i can't tolerate her anymore... maybe she will say i nth to say so i give in lar...i dun care wat she think lar...i believe myself can le...cuz i can nv lie to myself...is so tiring to hate someone...reali~ at the start i knew it bt hai... i will stop hating her...be it a frend or a classmate...i dun wan fight le...juz a classmate is gd enough...maybe treat her like normal others classmate like tht...great enough...n i can dun like her bt wund hate...we gt a chance to meet is our bless...like wat i told floor lar...is all fate...i wund cuz of her my mood change... tag replies~ yunhui=>thx...ya lor...bt tau pok is in singapore!!!gt error^^ sry hahax...is june lar hahax floor=>thx for tagging to tell them is june is typo... yuyin=>will relink u de^^ yao yao=>thx for tagging^^ triiciia=>will link u up de...haha =) ~err wat u mean??lolz...my yeah is for i can go finally go taiwan nt dun go band...gt link meh?? peiying=>see first...if gt i will buy for u de...hahax i can't forget abt him n the mermories r coming bck...n i become scared again...i wonder how i going live wifout him...ahh!!i try to forget u bt i can't...i hate myself Monday, June 2, 2008 @ Monday, June 02, 2008 |
comment (0) sianx~nth to do...wai n bin go out nv ask me...emo le lar...jkjk...today 1 month for ******** ** wif him...hahax...think only floor noe ba^^ he 4get wat date is it...hai tis mean one thing le...n i going taiwan!!!on 7th to 14th june...8 days n 7 nite^^ yeah!! haha...going to miss band pra. for one week...tau pok going camp on 6th june n me flying on 7th june...cheryl the crab going to malaysia on 8th...floor flying off to hong kong on the 9th june...so cannt go out together tht week...ytd me n floor talk on phone again n again we talk abt tht...omg...lucky i flying off on 7th june...floor dun need to educate me anymore...it so dirty~ reali need go wash brain le...hahax...hope on the 6th june floor can go out den we go watch kong fu panda...very funny n interesting...hahax...whole day nth to do...sianx~ only can use com...lucky i nt going to be in sin for a week=) miss darling twin...long time nv meet her cuz cannt go out...XP n mommy n tau pig n floor...tau po n xzb n yun hui...i wan go out play wif them!!!lolz...end post here i reali miss u...alt the love start to fade bt there still love...u juz left me in the forest for 1 month...i am so lost...today is so special to u ba... i reali miss u very much |