second post for today...is like juz a blink of eye...it almost pass one month after me n him break...althought gt feeling toward him still it reali start to fade little by little...gd thing ba..cuz i dun reali feel so hurt...bt still whenever i go the places we also spent time together i still will rmb him lar...will still think of him...soon he will be out of my life...let it be a history in my own book...juz a page is enough ba...all is fren de^^ bt he my kor nw...audition rawkz!!hehe...n ytd nite i have a sweet dream bt i noe it wund come true...only floor noe=) n also today morning we chat again n we talk abt the thing again...dirty our mind...floor ltr we go brainwash to wash out the thing can??hahax...end post here...

i thought tht gal wund come my blog...hai...too bad i nv put as private...cuz so ma fan to put as private...need hotmail or watsoever...will nt fight wif her...waste time...n she felt happiness cuz is the first time she win me in mid year...bt i believe if reali use ur heart study anything is possible^^of cousre ppl need study lar..if nt can get 91 for mid year??lolz...hwee jun is so gd^^ is debbie "tuition teacher" too...hahaz...if i nt wrong jacky oso wan...well...i have nth to say u have work very hard...bt wat she did she noe herself lar...comics blah lahn also i get wat i aim for i dun mind losing to her...cuz the skul nt only have her...believe in urself nth is impossible tht wat senior say^^

ok...so late in the nite i still am using com...sianx bt tired too...tmr sat,nth to do so think going stay at home to rot??in the afternoon was playing audition wif cheryl bt after she offline awhile later i play wif floor...bin n wai nt in sin so cannt play together...bt they coming back soon...in the evening went to watch tv den shower...around 8 plus went out wif my family for dinner...came back home chat wif floor...we talk something which is very dirty...n i swear i wund wan to do that...after that watch tv again...slack...nw using com=) hahax...nxt week no band bt gt meeting...cuz fri meeting change to nxt tues...after posting i going watch animation...hwee jun having camp so she nt at home...sian~only floor can pei me talk...

juz back from skul nt long ago...bt nt reali...after band went find bin to have our chatting section... emo sia...moodswing...hai...eat alot of chocolate n potato chips...cuz emo ma so i eat alot...play bin phone den break the records of jian kai n bin one...hahax...shuang~ haha....me 6.40 wake up den meet alanna...i spent 20 minutes waiting for her...den went mac den talk n eat...meet siyi den go skul den talk again...fall in den do footdrills-the whole morning...tired~ den when for lunch break...den inside ava to listen to my ng class den go classroom sectional...fool around wif the sec 1 den also gt serious time lar...den mr ng test them out...still ok^^ den packed up...wait to put instrument inside the band hall store...fall in den stay back for awhile to say abt tmr meeting...den juz nw chatting wif floor n nw using com...wai n bin n two others guys going melaka so cannt talk to them so sian~will miss u guys de tmr 8 must reach skul for band meeting...till 9...sian~ cuz i very tired dun feel like going anywhere...i wan stay in my bed....bt after meeting i nth to do...so can stay in my bed^^ n also hai...piss n emo too...blah blah blah...mid year does nt mean the end of the world...i will study hard to win her~n go same class wif bin they all^^ espeically hwee jun n cheryl^^even i lose to jinyi nw bt i believed i study harder i can win her ba^^ bt glad to say i nv fail any subject...nt even a single one...so study hard to push my result out..n also i self study one...no tuition teacher^^yea!!well...nw holisay will find someone to teach me of course...to get better result ma=)

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wai~errm...feeling much better le...so still ok lar
huitian~thx for the tag...
weizheng~thx for linking me up^^
floor~thx for tagging^^
yunhui~i go ur blog bt cannt tag leh...cuz no tag box...dunno is my com gt problem...hahax...bt thx for tagging...

i reali miss the days we spent...i will nv forget...bt soon i think i can get over u^^i believe in myself...

juz change my blogskin...long time nv change le...nw holiday gt lotz of time so change lor...going to change again soon...today dun need go skul so i stay at home for the whole day...other den eat i juz slp cuz very tired...like pig...tmr gt band^^ hahax...no skul le so feel like going band...haha...
well i reali very pissed n emo le lar...cuz mon de thing...hai...my blog r so dead lor....pls tag=)

omg...today reali happen alot thing n is big matter!!!one is chinese o n english oral n trouble too... hai...frend gt problem cannt help i will went mad...sorry tht i cannt help u lar...u r wet...heart ache...hai...wund post much abt this thing le...mxt year de today is my chinese o...so scared sia... will end post here

skul holiday le...parents meeting in the morning...went ok lar...my parents did nt scold me bt ask me work harder for eoy if i wan go e1 or e2...after parents meeting went to dad office for a while den had lunch den came home...too tired to do anything so went slp for 3 hours plus...after tht chat on phone wif floor n crab....after tht went mop the floor den chat wif joong...ytd i went to the places i spent most of the time wif him n the place we last meet b4 we ... cuz i angry wif cheryl...n i cry n cut myself(main reason nt cuz of cheryl)...cuz i dunno where to go n also i miss him...that y i went back there...i miss the time we spent there chatting n alot thing lar...i miss him...i dunno y...last time went i saw th i like very happy n wan to talk to him n pai seh,bt nw feeling no longer there...bt for ian is different...he like thousand miles away from me even he juz in front of me...i miss him...i wan to talk to him bt he far away...i miss everything abt him...i think of him all the time...whenever i gt time or see ppl dating...i very xie mu they all...is tis call love??floor n jason they love each other very deep...carry on...hahax...a few more weeks 1 year ann. rite?? happy 1 year ann. ^^n also ppl dun keep asking if i break up wif him le ma...i will tell u nw...yes
can?dun keep asking y we break up...or who wan break up...is him can??of course gt reason den break up rite?i get very irr. by the questions...gt a lot of project work need to do in the holidays... i must study harder nw for eoy!!

be it nw or after the love for u will nv change until i am in love wif another guy which wund happen in my secondary life again...is pain enough for one time n the love wund grow lesser cuz i am serious in tis relationship>33

nw having IT...sianx...nth to do...playing game nw....hai...everyone gt thing after skul...ps me...nth to do lor...i dun wan go home...ahh!!!!floor hp n mp3 taken away from her from her mom...cannt play audi too...so chan...later she have to go ghome straight after skul...end post

1.If you have a choice, which language do you want to learn?
ans:err...jap or korea ba....

2.what do you want the most now?
ans:ian back to my side...

3.who is the person you trust the most?
ans:my bestie^^

4.do you think you have enough confident?
ans:dunno...think no ba

5.five characteristics that you can't torlerate.
ans:proud,give attidute,acbc,ps ppl n like to show off

6.do you think there will be a moon eclispe in singapore?
ans:dunno...i nv study tht b4

7.what is your goal for next year?
ans:pass my exam wif flying colours.

8.what song are you listening?
ans:no song

9.what the feeling you like the most?
ans:happy and wif someone i love the most

10.what is your favourtie quote?
ans:i dunno...i dun rmb any...

11.what do you hate the most?
ans:backstabber

12.do you cherish every single friendship?
ans:yes...of course

13.what do you want the most now?
ans:him n a-cash bt i very poor one

14.what do you think is the most important in your life?
ans:frends,family

15.who do you hope to be always there for you?
ans:family n frends n ***

16.what is your favourtie flavour ice cream?
ans:pepper mint n chocolate

17.who cares you the most?
ans:dunno...think is family ba...

18.other than yourself,who you trust the most?
ans:a kor of mine nw?

19.who make you smile when you are down?
ans:hwee jun!!

20.if god allow you to have a one n only wish,n it going to be fulfilled,what will it be?
ans:let me be wif him 4ever

left 2 days b4 holidays...sian...gt eng oral on 26th may which is sec 4 chinese o n also gt parents meeting on 24...die le....b4 skul meet floor n others for breakfast...again me n floor come first...we play cosin while waiting...den later meet le went playground play den chat den go skul...today dun reali have classes lar...hai...someone ps go wif her frend lor...she gd...i help her so much bt she like tis...hai i also dun care...later go math o. b4 tht when buy potato chips den after that went floor house den play...after came home den shower,eat den slack...nw using com...going slp soon...tmr gt band...jk take thing easylar...dun do silly things kk??i am on the same boat as u...no better...wounds need time to heal...jia you...there a lot of time for u...i miss ***...haven change tis blog stuff...if gt time i will change the skin too...by the way...who is boyboy??i will try update more bt i very lazy de...hahax...end post

nw having IT....sian~ angry wif cheryl...dun wan talk abt it..cuz maybe to u guys is kind of lame... so i dun wan talk abt...very surprise tht i reali get angry wif her lar....later gt the sci thing lar...dun feel like going cuz very sian...dun wan go... phone bill is back n is $**...very ex...get scolding from my dad...ytd nite emo went slp around 8 plus ba...long time nv slp so early...






i missing him more than ever...whenever gt band i start thinking more abt him....he affecting me very much...i dun expect tht...i started loving him so much until i can't stop...my wound r bleeding more den ever...he left me alone in the forest for 14 days...i'm alone nw...i beg u can come back....i love u...be it after or b4...

ytd morning went rp wif floor,hwee jun n edwin for breaketfast...den went playground...sian~
hai...den later after skul went floor house play wif her hamster...uki?? more cute den hui tian de...haha...after that play audition...den after that went home wif hwee jun...talk on phone wif floor,hwee jun,cheryl,bin n myself...from 8 till 11...sian...nw having music lesson...later still gt band...till 7 ba...very late...long time gt band pra le...n jian kai is so lame!!!!super lame lor... like to talk crap....n his bird fly away le.... n i hate *** so much...dunno is hate or still ****...sian~ angry wif him dun msg him for 2 days le ba....n 5 more days plus plus to someone especial day... must last long Kk??hahax...wondering if i can surive wifout senior covering me...i dun play well





he went out of my life for 13days...

nw outside wif floor,bin,wai,yao,yun hui,hwee jun jun...n some guys to celebrate yun hui,bin n hwee jun birthday...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUN BIN=MISS POTATO....
haha...sian...nth to do...today marking day...tmr think getting back result so i dead soon...after today i dead le...i miss ***...jia you for ur 'o' kk???haha...kor jia you...later going to eat^^ sian

nw having IT...so sian n tired...feeling very emo cuz of ian...hai...emo emo emo...bt dun wu hui...we nv chao jia...hai...nxt having his n sci on wed...math on tue...den forget le...everyone jia you kk??nth to post much...later going out for lunch n have history CRT...ytd stay at home for the whole day...nth to do...going to change tis blog to personal blog...cuz twin dun reali blog...only me...